Rhydell (Ry) Jenova

Hiii :3

I'm over the moon with happiness. So basically I've had a crush on this one guy FOREVER. Like even before my last relationship, I kinda liked him but never thought he was interested so I gave up. But like a few nights ago he messaged me for the first time in a while and said "so I have something to confess". I was all worried but he told me he was a daddy dom and he wanted me to be his little. He didn't know I was a little. I told him I'm very familiar with cgl and that I'm indeed a little and so I said I have to be sure before we rush into anything. We talked all night that night and almost non-stop until today. He asked me if I thought he'd be a good caregiver and I said yes so he asked me out and I again said yes. So now I'm dating the guy I've secretly been in love with forever. I'm like so happy ahhhhhhhh.  

OMGEEGUS. I'm so sorry for being off so long! My internet has been dead. Anywho, I'm not dead just the internet. It'll be a while before I'm fully back but I can start doing some stuff. Love y'all. ®

50 followers! :) you gonna be famous!

I may or may not be on for a few days because I'm moving and my new house has to have Internet lines or whatever connected, and it's a huge mess so yeah. Love you all, be back as soon as I can with a new update for Dancing Shadows. I've decided to focus on that mainly for a while because I'm kinda having writers block on other things and it's also the most important story to me. Also, you know how I have a Little Chat? Well, I'm planning on opening a similar book for LGBTQIAP+. Idk what to call it yet. All of my LGBTQIAP+ followers, give me an idea! I want it to be catchy. Thanks. Bye my Little Bunnies! ®

So today is not a good day. At all. Next Tuesday is my last day at my school. Reason being is that it's a private school, which costs a ton of money. My mom works there so it's free for me. But she's quitting so I too have to leave. I understand why she's quitting, her boss is literally abusive and manipulative. So normally I wouldn't care. I switch schools all the time. But this is the first school I've had friends. Really good friends. And I'm just... trying not to cry. Yeah I know, emotional. But still. I've finally made friends for the first time in my life. I'm doing great at the school and learning things I never knew. And yet, it all ends on Tuesday. Anyone else know the feeling of having something so good, but it only lasts a very short time? It's horrid. I hate this. Every time I get something good, it just goes away after I just finally realize I have it. Don't worry, I'm not suicidal or anything. I'm just really, really sad. 

Sorry for a double message spam lmao. I'm sittin here kinda laughing to myself. I was reading a story that had some vanilla ass smut in it and I read "18 plus" thing and I chuckle being all like in my head, "mate my stories are way more hardcore and I'm very much not 18". Although I obey their wishes because I mean, I'm a nice person. Can we just give a round of applause for how much of a messed up person I am though? *crickets chirp* umm... how about for how horrible of a writer I am and how I need to legit wash my brain with bleach? *the audience goes wild, clapping loud AF*. Thanks guys, I love you too. 

Sorry I just kinda disappeared for a few hours randomly lol. My parents are yelling and throwing stuff again and I needed to get out of the house. My apologies to the people I was messaging I hope y'all don't think I'm ignorin you. Oh and I'm gonna be changing my on-screen name from Skye to Rhydell, y'all can call me Rhydell or Ry or whatever floats your boat. Cheers. 

Hi there! 

*trigger warning* That feeling when someone says something about the word transgender and your mom turns to you like "why the fuck are you transgender anyway? You know how BADLY I wanted a daughter. My whole life, I wanted a daughter. When you were born, I expected a girl not some fucking tr*nny. I can't believe you want a p*nis. That's disgusting. My DAUGHTER will not be some sl*t tr*nny. Not under my household. If you want to continue talking with me and me even tolerating you in the future, I suggest you grow out of this phase soon." And I'm like "alright mom..." and she goes on about more how I ruined her life, how I'm a disgusting sl*t (don't know where she got that from TBH), etc. So I'm just here sobbing my eyes out in my room, watching my wrist bleed from cutting, contemplating just simply ending everything right now. Sigh. Life is amazing like that, eh? If anyone has any encouraging words, I'd appreciate the hell out of them right about now.