Ryan3334444-

Yo, I'm alive. 
          	I've finally gotten some kind of prompt in my head, so now I'm writing out what I can muster up. But it would also be amazing if any of you could shoot me your theories on 'finding you' so that I could hopefully try and go somewhere with the story. Bc I've got planned plot points and all that, and it's a really cool story. I just don't really know how to write it out yet, but I don't want to discontinue it just because I had a stupid case of writers block.
          	So yeah, in conclusion, send me your theories pls.

Ryan3334444-

Yo, I'm alive. 
          I've finally gotten some kind of prompt in my head, so now I'm writing out what I can muster up. But it would also be amazing if any of you could shoot me your theories on 'finding you' so that I could hopefully try and go somewhere with the story. Bc I've got planned plot points and all that, and it's a really cool story. I just don't really know how to write it out yet, but I don't want to discontinue it just because I had a stupid case of writers block.
          So yeah, in conclusion, send me your theories pls.

Ryan3334444-

For whatever reason I really like the name Charlie, I have no idea why. I just really like it when they would say it in the older movies, like it would kinda sound like "chaar-ly~" if you get my drift? Sidenote: I'm writing a nb/w oneshot rn and the chicks name is Charlie

Ryan3334444-

I love the feeling of my hands gliding on the keyboard with music in my ears. I love the rush of creativity I get while writing, the thrill of finding new words and incorporating them into my books. I love the thrill of almost being caught by my mother while writing because I know I'm supposed to be in bed but I decided that the plot twist I thought of 1 am was gonna be written as soon as possible. I love writing, it's a simple as that.
          
          But,
          
          it can be so draining sometimes. The drag of pushing myself to write even when I can barely pull on a smile for my friend. It's fun to write once I've gotten going but once I lose that 'spur of the moment motivation and creativity' it all just seems-
          
          Look, I've rewritten this chapter for when seems like the 4th time and I'm getting tired of not being able to write anymore, I love doing it, don't get me wrong. But, lately, as in for the past like 5 months, I can't seem to put what I want into words.
          
          It's just so frustrating not being able to express myself like I used to. I'm at the point where I'll think of a situation for a one-shot or a book and then I'll get the motivation to write about half of it if I even get that far. But then I just lose it, my train of thought I mean.
          
          I don't really know what to do anymore, it's all just very frustrating like I've said multiple times, apologies reader. So now I guess I just have all this built up, you could call it 'passion' or 'creativity', doesn't matter. 
          
          But yeah, so I guess that's just what's up and why I haven't been updating. If you have any recommendations for an outlet I could use, pls share.

Ryan3334444-

In case any of you thought I was dead, here ya go:
          I am working on the next chapter of 'finding you' so that should be out pretty soon. Sorry for the lack of updates, I've had a busy past couple of weeks. That is all, have a nice day guys

Ryan3334444-

So, this person started reading one of my stories and they're actualy interacting with it, and they're going through my chapters really fast so I guess I have to start writing agian-
          
          (I'm not complaining I'm actually really psyched about it)

Ryan3334444-

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This feed is absolute dead, so I'm just gonna post random shit on here since no one's here, lol. So yeah, sorry for not posting on 'finding you' I've been sick since New Years. I'm trying to get my shit together but it's hard, so yeah. On the plus side I havn't been to school all year, haha. So yeah, I got my blood drawn like two days ago, it was kinda cool. It came back negative for covid so that's good, but I have/got a different sickness that really sucks. And I'm pretty sure I'm losing weight because I'm eating less because my throat is fucked up, so yeah. That's how my years been so far, what about yours? I'd like to hear from you guys, but. Yeah that's pretty much it, I'll try to post again if you guys care. But until then, I'll just keep the 4 chapters of drafts that I have tucked away, and I'll just be over here being sick and trying to work on my latest chapter~