It’s not about ego but once I feel ignored or unwanted I distance myself, silently.
Once I’m detached, that’s it. You will never get the same version of me. Ever.
Kinda tired of being okay with things I’m not okay with.
I hate how quickly my eyes get filled with tears whenever I’m hurt or angry.
I never healed. I just forced myself to forget everything that happened!
It’s sad because everyone turns out exactly how they promised they never would.