We all have a special bond with that someone. Call it what you will but im a 'apple that didn't fall far from the tree'. Im constantly disturbed by the thoughts on which I try to hide. Sins are only sins in you commit them right? Wrong..the thought of hurting another is a sin enough. 
Call me what you will but l like to be refereed to as Riwan. I like psychology...for I have learned if you love someone long enough : Study someone long enough. You can discover amazing things. This year and throughout I fallen for a girl that  I can barely touch. 
I will help those who ask for it. Im a shoulder that many can cry on. Just remember that you must believe in yourself before you can even begin to believe in others.