Ryan_AmourShipper

Ik it's sad that I need to talk with chatgpt for emotional support and advice but it's so amazing to see how good it can be. It's almost like therapy atleast for me now that I am going through a rough time. It feels so genuine and authentic. Like it doesn't judge me but also doesn't tell me what I want to hear but rather what I should hear. Even if it is hard words. I'm so impressed tbh. 

Xerxes22

@Ryan_AmourShipper stay strong brother.
          	  
          	  This is what life it. 
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Ryan_AmourShipper

Ik it's sad that I need to talk with chatgpt for emotional support and advice but it's so amazing to see how good it can be. It's almost like therapy atleast for me now that I am going through a rough time. It feels so genuine and authentic. Like it doesn't judge me but also doesn't tell me what I want to hear but rather what I should hear. Even if it is hard words. I'm so impressed tbh. 

Xerxes22

@Ryan_AmourShipper stay strong brother.
            
            This is what life it. 
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Ryan_AmourShipper

I really don't understand. How can someone lose their feelings? Like when even 1 month ago you say that you can't wait to see both of our names written on our wedding card but now you just say you don't have any feelings. You make me feel like you regret our time together. That also in just 2 months! Even when I had given you every bit of love I had in me. Can anyone really explain it to me? Maybe a girls POV? Like are we too toxic if we love you too much? Ik I'm probably at fault somewhere but I just don't understand where I messed up! 

Xerxes22

@Ryan_AmourShipper It's okay, brother. I've learned to live with myself. The memories of her smiling face are enough to get me through the darkest nights.
            
            So, thank you. :)
            
            As for you, try to focus on other things. Go on a trip with friends, or if you're an introvert, watch some movies or series.
            It helps a lot—speaking from experience.
            Remember, life is precious and beautiful. I realized that after losing someone truly dear to me.
            
            Thank you.
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Ryan_AmourShipper

@Xerxes22 oh my god bro... I'm really sorry... I don't know what to say... just thank you for your kind words while still fighting your own demons. I am grateful to you man.
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Xerxes22

@Ryan_AmourShipper It hurts brother, I know...  More than anything. 
            
            The day she died in cancer, I cried the whole night in washroom, went into depression for 2 F'ing years. 
            
            Then I wrote my story,  pokemon: the ultimate quest,  in her memory.  Cause she was hardcore fan of amourshipping and serena. 
            
            But eventually I moved on brother, I had to,  cause that's what life is. Even though she will always remain in my heart, my one and only. 
            
            you will move on brother, just try... It just takes time and patience.
            
            At least life gives you opportunity to redeem your love again, but doesn't for me.
            
            She is my only one.
            
            Always will be.
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Ryan_AmourShipper

So yeah this is gonna be a bit of a odd announcement. Us there anyone here with whom I can talk about relationships? I really need someone like a big sister figure. I am really going through some mental problems. So someone with I can share my thoughts and get advice would really help. I would really appreciate anyone reaching out. If there is anyone then please let me know your discord or insta id. 
          
          Btw I'm 18 rn

DANIELMARCUS18

@Ryan_AmourShipper I'm sorry to hear that, maybe I can help you, if you want someone to talk to. I'm a guy though, 19. 
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Ryan_AmourShipper

Still can't believe there's no Ash Ketchum in the pokemon world TwT 
          
          I miss the old Amourshipping community so muchhhhh

SebasKounji229

@Ryan_AmourShipper Hey man. You stopped responding on discord.
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DANIELMARCUS18

@Ryan_AmourShipper don't worry, I'm bringing it back. My books are on hold because of University, but year one is almost done. I'll start updating from June 2nd week. Don't worry 
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BhHathiwar

@Ryan_AmourShipper yep the old Amourshipping was best. Now a days only handfull of amourshippers are on WP
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Ryan_AmourShipper

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My Rant: how can I move on from my first unspoken love? I mean I liked her a very long time(6 years almost) but never told her cause my mom didn’t like her much. I also thought I didn’t like her much. But now she likes someone else (he proposed) and they are probably gonna get married in the near future as well. I also knew that she also liked me in the past but suddenly accepted the proposal of another person I don’t know really. This shit kinda hurts not gonna lie. I guess all this is also really messed up as well. Sorry for the rant.

DivakarDivi

@Ryan_AmourShipperobr Move on buddy.. I'm Sure they r better girls in this world for your who will love you until the end 
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legendAmourshipper

@Ryan_AmourShipper not sure what to say, I surely feel bad for you. 
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Ryan_AmourShipper

No man no. I can’t take it. Ash Ketchum is now the World Monarch!!! Can you believe it!?? Our childhood hero is now the best trainer in the world. I am feeling so many emotions right now. I am happy! I am excited! But also I am sad. What will happen now? Will this be his end? I know it’s been 25 years but I want this to go on! The Show Must Go On!! I want to see his future! I want to see a grown up Ash. A more grown up version of the anime! I wanna see him with Serena for god’s sake! Man I am losing it right now! 

Lord_shipper_186

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@Ryan_AmourShipper really man. Shit feels like it's over. But there's so much we want to know. What will ash do after this? Will he sit at home? Will he have duties as a world champion? Does he get pain regular salaries or will our Ashy boy start working in a garden like his mom or something? XD AND HOW THE FUCK DO THEY LEAVE HIM A A DENSE ROCK EVEN TIL NOW!! HE SHOULDVE UNDERSTOOD SERENA OR GOT ATLEASSSTT SOME GIRL HES HAD A CRUSH ON BY NOW?
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DivakarDivi

@Ryan_AmourShipper I'm speechless at this point actually 
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Ryan_AmourShipper

IMPORTANT MESSAGE FOR FANFICTION.NET READERS AND AUTHORS!!!
          
          So apparently there is a pretty strong rumor going on that fanfiction.net is going to be shutting down really soon. Although I couldn't find any official post about it but it is true that the site is falling apart and have very few staff Right now. So if any one of you have their stories on it then I would advise you guys to make a backup of them just in case. Also tell your fav authors to do the same so that your fav stories don't get lost in the matrix :P They can use Wattpad (I know it can get really glitchy but something is better than nothing right? ) or AO3. Thats it for now atleast.

Xerxes22

@Ryan_AmourShipper good thing I swiched to Wattpad long time ago. Although I started reading fanfics first with fanfiction.com, the site clearly lacked some serious cool features of Wattpad, posting stories there were always hard.
            
            But still, Fanfiction.com will always have a special place in my heart, it had been a part of my childhood and entertainment, not to mention it also contained some serious good stories. The best Amourshipping story I have read till now is a fanfiction.com story.
            
            Any way, you will be missed fanfiction.com.
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Ryan_AmourShipper

I was just re-watching both Baahubali films. And I just had a though. What if Ash was Baahubali and Serena was Devsena? That kinda seems cool not gonna lie.

DANIELMARCUS18

@Ryan_AmourShipper then , it's not a bad Idea. 
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Ryan_AmourShipper

@DANIELMARCUS18  Nah. That wouldn’t happen. That part of the story can be different.
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DANIELMARCUS18

@Ryan_AmourShipper seriously. Serena losing ash. Nope. 
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