@Ryan_AmourShipper It hurts brother, I know... More than anything.
The day she died in cancer, I cried the whole night in washroom, went into depression for 2 F'ing years.
Then I wrote my story, pokemon: the ultimate quest, in her memory. Cause she was hardcore fan of amourshipping and serena.
But eventually I moved on brother, I had to, cause that's what life is. Even though she will always remain in my heart, my one and only.
you will move on brother, just try... It just takes time and patience.
At least life gives you opportunity to redeem your love again, but doesn't for me.
She is my only one.
Always will be.