Hello! I don't know if anyone will see this but I need advice and also wattpad has always been my safe place for I think 4 to 5 years now but I got looged out of my old accountsso yeah.
But right now it's not about that. It's just that I've been feeling lost for a some days maybe even weeks now. I feel like I am losing myself but also my significant other. We've been together for 1 year almost 2 years in 2024 but before our first year anniversary he left the country and went like 9000 miles away because of a job opportunity offered by someone in his family. I was happy yet heart broken about this and made the choice to let him go you know, not making him stay and lose his chance.
Now it's been like 3 months almost 4 since he moved there and he's been having some issues that I can't with since he is there and I am still here you know for example sleeping issues he has never been insomniac while living here but it's happening there and I'm not able to help. And there are other issues too that I won't be able to talk about but I don't know anymore. I know that he wants us to have a future together, plans on making me move with him and so on.
But I am feeling tired, I love him more than anything else and I don't want to break up with him but it's getting hard emotionally, physically and mentally. Not being able to calm his overthinking mind, not being able to hold him or talk to him until he falls asleep because of the time difference is hard.
How to make the best out of a long distance relationship please? I am so confuse, lost,tired and a bit hurt. I just wanna sleep the days, months, years away until he is back into my arms.
