@Ryans0annoying
Sorry for disappearing, had to go to grippy sock land. Believe it or not this place had actual therapy! Anyways I do feel better than when I went in, but updates may be slower since I need to get back into school after missing it for two weeks right before a vacation
A but of an update on the last post, I did end up deciding to talk.to.my friend about it and was finally able to cry, which did help me feel better
You don't need to read this, I just wanted to say it somewhere. If you're someone I know irl, please don't read this. I'm serious, please don't, I'll tell you when I'm ready. I've been feeling like crap and keep feeling disassociated and dizzy at the same time. For those that are lucky and haven't had that, just know that it's horrible. I can't tell if I want to go by a different name or not (my username isn't my actual one) and I feel scared to talk to anyone about it. One friend knows but that's it. I almost had a breakdown earlier, and feel like I really need to, and having to mask most of the time probably isn't helping with me having trouble with crying. I just wanted to get this off of my chest somewhere. Comments are welcome, and if anyone has any advice, please share
I've been sitting in the Urgent care parking lot for an hour waiting for a room and spent about 45 minutes in the actual building waiting to do registration. I'm boredddddd
Changed my username to match my one on Quotev, and I should be getting an ao3 account for this soon, I'm waiting for the invitation
