Ryuu_writing

I had a mental breakdown :)

Promise_Me_Hope

@Ryuu_writing you can talk to me, love. What pushed you over the edge?? Love you so much 
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Randomnfangirl33

I fcking love boyfriend but dove Cameron ✨

Randomnfangirl33

@Ryuu_writing  we would be good friends Lmao 
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Ryuu_writing

I had a mental breakdown :)

Promise_Me_Hope

@Ryuu_writing you can talk to me, love. What pushed you over the edge?? Love you so much 
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Ryuu_writing

Y'ALL THIS. A FOLLOWER OF MINE @x_starry_x DM'D ME WITH SUCH A POLITE REQUEST TO READ THEIR BOOK AND I DID AND THIS IS AMAZING
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/292898703

Ryuu_writing

@x_starry_x you're welcome, love :)
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x_starry_x

@i_am_Ryuu thank you for this!
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Ryuu_writing

@rapperjjk IKR like people!!! Try it!!!
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Ryuu_writing

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I've been looking at memes the whole time, and I realised something:- older gens were so different to us. Like the fuck man they had dreams about being rich and having a loving spouse and children and a group of good friends and a good life. Gen Z, we're. . I don't know. We romanticise life. We don't have dreams, but when we think about life, it's cottagecore aesthetic trips and fruit juice or rose wine in glasses on a picnic and driving through a tunnel in complete darkness when Fireflies by Owl City is playing from the radio. We think about life, and it's kissing whoever the fuck we want, getting tattoos that mean something, going wild with hairstyles, drinking warm milk tea in little cafes and old yellowing books with dried roses or lavender pressed between the pages. We romanticise life, and that's depressing because when you romanticise something, you usually don't think it will ever happen.

Promise_Me_Hope

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Fuck. This is too accurate. I wish for once we believed that it was possible to live such a life…
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Ryuu_writing

So I just had a panic attack and asthma attack back to back and am shivering all over but I have three tests to prepare for and all of them are difficult topics (Organic chemistry, Differentiation calculus and Biotechnology processes) and I said just eight hours ago that I loved life well I take it back

Ryuu_writing

@Promise_Me_Hope oh I got more than enough sleep yesterday afternoon and night
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Promise_Me_Hope

@Ryuu_Writing of course. And I’m glad that you found at least a little sleep. You need to be watching out for your health <3
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Ryuu_writing

@Promise_Me_Hope I had no sleep last night as well, but I got a few hours yesterday afternoon and today after lectures. I'm okay, I'm doing fine, and yeah I know you'll always worry, but I don't want you to. Still, thank you for worrying
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