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also happy late thanksgiving or whatever
i did make a new account here for actually (re)posting my fics though if anyone gaf (@.tiredvirus) i probably still won't be all that active (like for convo sake) but just letting the people know
idk if anyone here is actually active still and if they are i'm sure i'm the last person they want to talk to
came back here to reread vocarp threads i can't lie
i'm not upset or even trying to feel some kind of nostalgic i literally just wanted to go back and read through some of them
2 hours early here but merry christmas
yuri layout to manifest a happy new yuri (aka 2025 not going to absolute shit FOR ME)
and maybe i'll find a better therapist next year but like that's not my main priority anymore
i just want a job and income so i can buy merch of my interests and be happy and eventually save up enough to move into an apartment or smth
2025 = never touching wattpad again EVER and no more discord and finding a job and friends and improving mental health and giving less fucks about other people and doing things for me!!! myself!!!
i! will! be! happy!!!!!!
literally got sick the day before winter break and it's just been getting worse i hate this season
i honestly should've just got the flonase because there's no way in hell i'm putting another one of those disgusting cough drops things in my mouth
it's not strep though i got tested and it was negative
they said it's probably some kind of virus to do with postnasal drip or whatever and that it's common this time of year and gave me nothing for it besides recommending flonase and chloraseptic
and it's literally just congestion and a sore throat like that's all that's actually bothering me like it doesn't hurt to move or anything else it just feels like strep and allergies
collect my pages
https://archiveofourown.org/users/lamecatboy
i need to fuck up something using my teeth i need to chew and tear and destroy
maybe not a single real reason
my blood’s already out of season
so unwanted, even by myself
tell me, what the hell? what the hell?
i don’t like what’s at my core
pray to god to fix my soul
but i don't need god’s forgiveness
i need yours
winter break in 2 days can't wait to rot for 2 weeks
okay now i'm actually no longer going to that therapist