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23/05/21 ▌♡    i have to finish
          	editing a 20 minute documen-
          	tary   before   9am    tomorrow
          	morning, oof.    PLUS pre-prod
          	work for a podcast.     i'm very
          	stressed    and   probs  gonna
          	pull  an all-nighter just  to  get
          	it finished, wish me luck :))))))

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23/05/21 ▌♡    i have to finish
          editing a 20 minute documen-
          tary   before   9am    tomorrow
          morning, oof.    PLUS pre-prod
          work for a podcast.     i'm very
          stressed    and   probs  gonna
          pull  an all-nighter just  to  get
          it finished, wish me luck :))))))

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23/05/21 ▌♡     lmao just had
          a  breakdown  in  front  of  my
          mum over feeling like a failure
          and i'm gonna fail college and
          not get into uni bc i've handed
          in everything late, and still not
          totally handed in my final  pro-
          jects even tho  they  were  due
          last friday :)))))

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@diorpixies ▌i mean, luckily my mum kinda understands how i feel and she knows i have a few issues (anxiety, probably undiagnosed autism, probably undiagnosed adhd, etc) considering she herself struggles w adhd, so she doesn't hold me and my siblings to super high standards and expects us to be geniuses or smth, but yeah. she is thankfully v understanding abt it all and tried to be comforting.
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