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Just logged into this account after however long ago. To say I have matured as a person would be an understatement. But to say my tastes have changed would be a lie.
          
          Gonna probably write some one shots here and there. Most will likely be about Harry James Potter because, well, he's Harry James Potter.
          
          Recently I've begun reading Rick Riordan's works though and have been getting into Percy Jackson following the newest show so I might write some small fics here and there for that as well. 
          (I saw this one prompt on Tumblr of Percy and a Dionysus girl and I think the Forbidden love part of it feels very Shakespearen.)
          
          Anyhow, hello to anyone who still follows me and hopefully as a thank you I could write some more :)

How would people feel if I wrote a Peter Parker fan fiction but it's my own version of him and I have an entire plot line that very much differs from the ones of homecoming, far from home, amazing spiderman etc etc and I just make my own universe in it but still try to incorporate some of those things. especially the villains as they're pretty well written, and he'll have two love interests of different gender (because it's canon he's bisexual) and he'll have multiple things thrown at him like in the movies and games and shows and I'll use different version of him from different media's and it'll be long and drawn out 
          
          tldr; I wanna write a Peter parker fan fiction with my own version of literally every single plot line and character 

I just had the shittiest Christmas eve + first few hours of Christmas. literally just got home from the party and I feel like relapsing. anyways. gonna cry I fucking guess

daily reminder that you need ATLEAST 1200-1500 calories a day. Eat more than that if you want. Who said there's a fucking limit?? In the end we're all people floating on a fucking rock in space and we're gonna die anyway, so why not eat that extra piece of cake? treat yourself hoe. you deserve it

i’m staying here and catching my breath from golden boy since you commented so hello

I like to think about how 6 year old me used to have a crush on Simon from alvin and the chipmunks, only to develop a crush on Spencer reid years later.
          
          Shame. Shame on me for liking smart and sassy twinks. Shameeee

Anyways regarding my last post, for anyone who can't afford the books or are unable to reach a library to get them PLEASE dm me, I have links to all of them as pdf's (text pages. Just like the books but no pretty covers.) You also wouldn't be supporting JKR so thats a plus. 
          
          And for people who have problems with reading for long periods of time or just reading in general, I recommend trying to find audiobooks of them where you can just read along and listen so its easier. One I really enjoy is MissSmith Storytime on YouTube, she's got a calming voice and speaks slowly, its also entirely free and you're able to speed it up if that's how you like to read. For people with attention deficiency problems what worked for me was taking a break and rewarding myself after every chapter. (hour break and maybe an episode of a show you liked? or something you enjoy doing.) basically don't make it feel like a chore. At times it felt really overwhelming because I couldn't take in all the information so fast so PLEASE take breaks if you need them. If you read it start to finish without any stops in between in the end you'll feel.. Idk how to explain it. Like. Bored? like it felt like something you HAD to do. Not something you would enjoy doing again. 
          
          Lastly, don't actually force yourself to read the books because you feel out of the loop. It should be something you want to do instead of something the annoying people bragging about it make you do. 

no nuance November part 3 (Harry Potter edition) because holy shit do i have so much more to say.
          
          11. Percy Weasley is over hated and he made a lot of the mistakes others did but because he never had a support system to fall back on he was simply seen as a prick. He deserves a lot more recognition for his ambition as well. If he had been placed in Slytherin I feel that would've helped him a lot and pushed him more. 
          
          12. no matter how much you want to disagree Molly Weasley was genuinely flawed as a parent. She compared all her children and put so much pressure on them, thought Fleur only liked Bill for his looks and treated her wrongly and she would reprimand Fred and George for not being academics like the rest of their family.
          
          13. Stop excusing some of the characters actions. They're supposed to have flaws. They're supposed to not be perfect. It makes them human. Unless they commit a fucking war crime or kill someone or join the dark lord and refuse to change, than let them be flawed.
          
          14. (I'm not saying cancel them,) but we need to start holding the actors accountable for not speaking out against JK Rowling. 
          
          15. LASTLY. STOP ACTING LIKE PEOPLE WHO HAVE READ THE BOOKS AND WATCHED THE MOVIES ARE SUPERIOR IN THIS FANDOM. A lot of us can't read the books because of living conditions (someone not being able to afford them or go to the library), reading/learning disabilities (ex. dyslexia) and maybe attention disorders (adhd, add etc etc.) so PLEASE stop acting like people who have read the books are God's or smthn. its annoying. I for one have to take breaks between chapters because I have a short attention span at times and its hard to deal with (im only on like book 4 even though I've had them downloaded for atleast months) and I'm so tired of seeing people be praised for not having to deal with that. 
          
          its annoying. stop it.

no nuance November part 2 (Harry Potter edition) No nuance November (Harry Potter edition) where we actually talk about ...
          
          6. even in his own story Harry James Potter is very underrated and deserves more recognition because honest to God he is such a forgiving, kind and caring person but everyone ignores that most the time and dumb him down to "the main character" but not "the guy who was willing to sacrifice his entire life and self to help save the wizarding world and his friends even though he didn't know about it at all for 11 years of his life"
          
          7. Draco is only so popular because his actor was hot and a lot of people excuse his actions because of that, but we really do need to talk about his bullying problem because Jesus christ he called Hermione a slur and people started shipping them from that???
          
          8. JAMES POTTER WAS A GOOD MAN. He DID bully people but why?? why did he do that?? maybe it's because they were blood supremacists and even though James himself was a pure blood and never had to think of the discrimination muggle borns face he STILL stood up for them after learning the right way.
          
          9. the Marauders needed way more screen time as a whole and we deserve a Marauders themed book but NOT entirely written by JKR because she would definitely ruin them for us all.
          
          10. we need to stop joking about jkr's transphobia and actually fucking address her issues because she's not only transphobic but also misogynistic and racist i mean seriously!!! Cho chang??? if you can come up with an entire world with spells and creatures you can come up with an actual Asian name??? a good number of us have white names like?? come on woman do your research?? could have named her Susan for all I care just... and fhe stereotyping too is.... UGH
          
          ...But... Ya know:)
          

No nuance November (Harry Potter edition) part 1
          
          1. the movies weren't a good portrayal of Hermione because they removed so many of her flaws and she wouldn't have half as many fans as she actually does if they didn't take away half her personality and wasn't portrayed by a gorgeous actress.
          
          2. half the hate Lavender, Cho and Fleur get is caused by jkr's internalized misogyny which went into her writing, portraying overly feminine characters in a different view and half the hp fandom is exactly like Lavender with their shifting to Hogwarts
          
          3. Ginny is WAY too underrated and the movies were disgusting to her, making her a background character like that and only bringing her up when it was more convenient. 
          
          4. Snape was generally a really bad person and while an abusive home life and bullying childhood can EXPLAIN his actions they don't excuse it. Sirius grew up in an abusive home and even got kicked out but in the end he became a better person WITHOUT obsessing over a girl.
          
          5. Dumbledore is made out way worse than he actually is. Everyone always hates on him WAY too much but I can agree he wasn't a good person and had a wrong way of doing things