SAGITTARIUSES

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SAGITTARIUSES

you're on the phone with someone who doesn't know
          about your soul, and how it can't be held by flesh and bone
          and i guess that's fine
          i would never want you to stop your life
          but when i saw you both, with your shoulders touching
          sitting so close
          
          i knew i'd hold on to this feeling
          i'd hold on to anything at all
          was it my fault?
          because i easily confused you
          for someone who would hold my hand
          when things got hard, when things got dark
          because oh my god, when they get dark
          they get so dark
          
          you were always a shitty friend
          and you would leave when i got sick
          you never called me on my birthday
          i want to call you on your birthday
          so i'll hold on to this feeling
          i'll hold on to this hate
          for as long as i need for it to help me

SAGITTARIUSES

why do you sound like 'soul’?
          what kind of soul is it that you have?
          what holds me back by your side like this?
          i don't even have anything to reminisce about you
          i'm so sick of you now
          that same old ashy face of yours every day
          no, no, i'm afraid of myself
          'cause i've already become a part of you