when you stopped taking you adhd meds ar 13 because you felt like a robot and had no friends because of it and always downplayed it but now you are kind of realizing the symptoms and even took a test to see how bad i was and got a super high score and realize a lot of the things you complain about is because of adhd and maybe thats why its so hard to remember to take your depression meds ? and perhaps you should get help but youre scared of becoming a robot again .