SARALOVESSEUNGMIN

hey y’all idk if any1 even cares but i felt the need to clarify that im still alive and well i just don’t use this app anymore bc i switched to ao3 + i’ve fallen out of love w kpop generally. i still listen and keep up sometimes but i’d be lying if i said that i was as connected now as i was a few years ago. 2022 was a rly dark place for me emotionally wise, but as lame as it sounds sitting on here and cracking dumb jokes w yall rly made it better. dw i am NOT gonna kms god forbid and i’m still fanfic obsessed, i just prefer to read different ships on a different platform now. if u wanna talk or become friends just add me on my insta @s4rxa.__      . anyway here’s my top five fanfics on this app after 80+ complete/incomplete fics
          5. detention
          4. dance for him
          3. teach me 2.0
          2. cut
          1. his scars

tell me why i searched up something on gooogle and the text that popped up is “esti praf rau de tot” which is quite literally romanian slang that translates to “you suck ass” or “you’re really stupid” like HELLO???? like wow i already know but goddamn i did not think i would get dragged by google today

tw: yap session
          last night i finished a 560k word fanfiction that was rly good and left me feeling empty bc wtf am i supposed to do now ill never find anything as good, yk? and then last night i also had a dream right after i finished which is crazy bc i have dreams like, what? once every 3-4 months? but thats off the topic cus rn im writing this rn bc my dream was so weird. first i was just in my school tryna find my class and then i eventually found it and i entered some class (that doesnt even exist irl btw) and then BAKUGOU KATSUKI was just sitting nonchalantly and i sat beside him cus there were no other spots and then i deadass leaned my head on his chest and went to sleep (and lowkey that was the cutest shit thats ever happened to me in a dream considering the fact that 90% of my dreams are nightmares) but then eventually i was thinking in my head, ho why am i leaning my head on bkg katsuki rn, and then i thought that maybe im in izukus pov (cus i ship bkdk) but then i looked down and i was IN MY clothes w MY body and i had titties n my long hair n everything so i couldn’t have been deku. then eventually class ended and i sadly didn’t see fyne shit anymore, then i started going to my ACTUAL class bc that one wasn’t my actual class and on the way i was walking w my irl classmate and then our FINANCE teacher popped up (and our finance teacher is the craziest teacher ever, hes strict asf and although funny hes always out for blood) so he started scolding tf out of us for a reason i dont even remember. but this is the first time i’ve had a romance related dream (???) where i was myself. anyway weird dream (literally nobody is reading this but whatever)

hello i have a confession to make, that stupid fucking song nunu by ash trevino is unironically a bop and im tired of pretending it isn’t

when u finally switch from minsung to a different ship after reading every good minsung fic in the world but u still keep accidentally saying minsung/minho/jisung when talking abt completely different characters like muscle memory

TW: rant session. as the days go by, i slowly feel myself going more and more insane. i don’t know how long i can handle this for anymore. i need a boyfriend so effing bad i cannot handle one more day bro. for the past few days i’ve been ovulating like i never had in my life and the smut fanfics i was (and am) reading are not helping whatsoever. im COMPLETELY touch starved and on top of that i’ve been more emotional this past week than i have my entire life i’ll keep crying at everything and i feel crazy (and finishing aot just made everything 20 times worse) but not just aot i finished a 400k word fanfic that was pure poetry and amazing today and i felt myself lose life as i looked at those “the end” words. today i decided that maybe i need to release tension somehow just to instead end up staring at the wall for 30 mins imagining corny horny thoughts w my crush from those imagine accounts on tt, that SPEAKING OF i need him so bad but we’re both so flipping quiet and never speak and we know e/o for 3-4 months now yet have only had ONE conversation and like 4 exchanges (the cherry on the top is that hes a damn BOP and is all touchy w every girl that comes his way) i don’t know how i even survive this. anyway i may just explode sooner than later and yummy snacks and more fanfictions are whats keeping me alive. goodnight

im kinda late to the party but whos yalls top artists on spotify wrapped?

guys do not and i mean ever watch attack on titan or if you will at least never watch the last episode i literally cannot stop sobbing and ive DEADASS never even cried at any movie/show/fanfiction in my life (other than that one episode in squid game but it was a short lil cry) I QUITE LITERALLY CANNOT STOP SOBBING AND I MAY JUST kms (joke dont ban me wattpad) bro im SO DONE bro

izuocha is implied canon, i got a 4 in math, i had an argument w my mom, spotify wrapped still isn’t out yet, my hair’s frizzy asf, eren ruined his friendship w mikasa n armin (dont spoil me of aot i still didnt finish it plz), theres no good fanfics out there nowadays, my nails keep ripping, my socks keep tearing, im broke, and my crush is being a bop and still not making a move on me god what is happening

1am thoughts: why did us as a society stop using horses in war.. humans n horses had so much aura back then when we did that. we were so tough back then sigh