SARomajulie

BLYAT  GO  TO  BED

I'm going to delete this 
          amount of glow down I got from dumbass exam... 
           
          Absolutely. I’d keep the raw, exhausted, almost-unhinged feeling, but make the imagery more coherent and literary Something inside me was finally breaking free.
          
          Maybe it was a disappointment. Maybe it was the strange ache of caring too much for something that could never know me.  the emptiness that comes when a perfectionist attachment finally collapses under its own weight.
          
          I didn't know what to call it.
          It was the peak of a sleepless night, exhaustion pressing against my bones, my thoughts screaming louder than I could.
          
          So I let my OC scream for me:
          
          “Shut up, Shut up, SHUT UP!
          
          Don’t expect anything from the dead man standing in front of you!
          
          This night is a bloody, hollow youth being torn apart across my body. All I have ever carried is responsibility. You won't see swords hanging from my back only the stains of blood, the shades of old wounds, and scars that have taken their final shape.
          
          If the promise had never been made, I would have cut the lifeline myself.
          
          You can't catch me now 
          
          Not tonight,, Not when I've finally learned how to disappear."
          
          

that was fast -_-

[Short Taekook glimpse from my main story, <Me.Cr> This project means everything to me. I've kept it hidden for so long because I was afraid to share it. I took huge creative risks while researching, finding inspiration, and bringing this story to life. One day, when the time feels right, I hope to finally let the world see it...]
          
          (PIs DO NOT COPY MADE by ME)
          The Drafted SCENE:
          "Why can't you understand, Jeon?" Her voice trembled beneath the hum of the city. "What is it about me that isn't enough?"
          
          Advertisements bleeding violet and cyan across sheets of dirty glass. Somewhere below, a drone passed between the buildings, its mechanical whine swallowed by the endless machinery of the city.
          
          He had already begun walking away. Then he stopped, didn't turn around.
          
          "There were hints," he said quietly, almost indifferently. "You should have understood them by now, I'm not in the business of serving romance lady."
          
          The straight forward in his voice somehow made the rejection crueler. 
          
          "no... NO!" Her breath caught.
          
          She clutched both hands to her head. Her red dress looked almost violently alive against the monochrome street, its fabric darkened by rain. Mascara had dissolved beneath her eyes, dragging black trails down her cheeks like oil leaking from a machine.
          
          "I can't live without you."
          
          She laughed once, brokenly, as if the words themselves were humiliating.
          
          "Please, Jeon PLEASE. If this doesn't work..." Her breath shuddered. "I'll kill myself."
          
          He finally glanced back. Only a terrifying stillness written in his round void eyes. 
          
          For a moment, the only movement came from the neon reflections trembling in the puddles.
          “This decision is yours,” he said quietly. “I’m not going to involve myself in it.”
          
          His gaze dropped to the watch around his wrist: 02:00. Two hours
          That was all the darkness had left before dawn began clawing its way between the towers.
          He lowered his hand.
          And walked away to the city swallowed him in blue light.
          
          

Going south for the sake of health and my exam then world domination  Cya guys. 
          
          I shall come back last month or  The reason is I have terrible procrastination this is one kind of well known genra enemies to lover but its between me and myself. 
          
          
          
          
          

Hey there  
          Hope you’re doing fine ✨
          I would be grateful if you read the story I’m writing 
          
          Here’s the :
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/406070857?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=noxivythv
          
          Please let me know if you liked it or not <3
          Borahae

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          Every time I release a new chapter, I attract the wrong kind of audience specifically, spammers They leave generic, essaylength comments praising the story, but they quickly pivot to asking me to discuss it privately via email, WhatsApp, or to join a Discord server. It’s a repetitive pattern, and I am tired of having to delete these garbage constantly Seriously, Ugh. if comment isn't actually about my story, stay out of my comment section!
          >>

Go to STUDY  Stop procrastinating GET FROM THE LOSER CORE

          Chillax
          ただ壁に頭をぶつける

On haituse from August to November 
           
          試験が近づいているので、8月から11月までしばらく活動をお休みします。勉強に集中したいので、このオレンジ色のアプリにはあまり来られませんが、Discordにはいるので、よかったら気軽に話しかけてください！
          それと…来月は私の誕生日です。
          10代最後の誕生日でもあります。時間が経つのは本当に早いですね。
          最後に質問です！
          誕生日には、ピザとケ キ、どっちがいいと思いますか？ 
          また試験が終わったら戻ってきます。それまで元気でいてください！