nika

author nim, i hate you, bakit mo ako sasaktan ng ganyan *mental breakdown*

hiii! idk if you're still using wattpad, pero kailan mo po iu-update ung hyunin story? :(

notice !!
          
          hello, this is sacha. 
          
          as some of you, or all of you may know – with the recent situation with woojin, it has affected me very much and i feel disgusted. if you do not know about the situation, i hope you can get to educate yourself about it.
          
          i also hope he knows how fucked up he really is. how he ruined somebody. i hope to the heavens above that justice will be served and he will be thrown in jail. i cannot stress it enough how much rage and disappointment i feel right now.
          
          as for that, i have decided to unpublish both STRAIGHT and golden. two stories that include him. i don't know if i will get it back up or if i will even try to fix the story anymore, as i do realize that i have carelessly written my stories and shows some insensitive scenes. i feel shameful enough to even try to prolong the stay of my stories on this platform. but all i know is that i don't want me, nor do i want my stories to ever be affiliated with him again. i feel shameful that i ever cried when he left, it was actually the best thing to happen to sk/z. i hope that none of you will try to drag the other eight wonderful boys to this mess. this is not their problem.
          
          i hope you understand, i am deeply hurt by the situation as someone who has experienced the same. i never want anyone else to experience that. i hope that everyone will be okay in the end, if you can't take it then please rest. know that i love you, take care <3
          
          that is all, i hope all of you understand. i hope justice will be served. thank you.

people are attacking the alternative ending  i just did what i was told people wym ✋

idly still exists but i have no sense of motivation for it,, though i do promise to get it back up.

so i have my soonhoon story ready,, can at least one person tell me when i'll publish it ? i'm super indecisive lmao

STRAIGHT IS NOW COMPLETE !!
          
          the alternative ending actually suck balls but i just wanted to make it short and tragic lmao pls don't s word me.
          
          
          I'M ALSO SOSSOSOSOSOSO THANKFUL THAT STRAIGHT HAS REACHED 50k !! it was definitely worth it,, with those endless months of mental block – i at least deserve a pat on the back for actually finishing that damned book that had gone to nowhere cause i suck.
          
          
          
          BUT ANYWAYS,, IT WAS FUN WITH ALL THE COMMENTS AND VOTES THAT STRAIGHT RECIEVED i feel very appreciated tyvm [ what wasn't fun was me prolonging the damned book,, like it was supposed to end last year but me dumb ]
          
          
          THAT'S ALL, THANK YOU FOR THE ACKNOWLEDGMENTS AND JUST FOR EVERYTHING IN GENERAL 
          
          lovelots, babygays
          
          
          — nika
          
          
          

i just saw that photo of wonwoo and i must say,, it's not fun breaking down and laughing at the same time

i'm lowkey trying to not turn idly into a crack fic cause i *kinda* have a plot for it but,, ya

the only thing i like about my birthday is that it's the same day as wheein's and ryujin's.