SAUCIN4SHO
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Nothings better than sobbing hysterically to laufey and the Marías on a Friday night when your phone is dry as hell. Like you have friends but you don’t have “friends”. Your only friends when something goes wrong or their bored. And it’s like, you tell them everything and when someone asks who your favorite person is you know who to say right away but you know they’d never say your name first. Having to say “what?” “Huh?” “Wait what happened?” Every single conversation is so horrible. If you don’t want me here then just fucking tell me. It’s even worse when they pull out the “oh yeah… I guess. But they didn’t do anything to me.. so” like yes thanks for telling me you care. I don’t know if this is bad to say but I’d rather be the weird kid again with no friends that came home every day of middle school crying to her mom about how she was nobody’s favorite and didn’t really have friends and how she had to get up in front of the entire class to tell the teacher she didn’t have a partner and could do the project by her self again. Idk maybe this is too much to say but I literally don’t wanna tell any of my friends because they already have so much going on in life.