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@SAZIKINS 
            its ok bby :]

@The_Child_Of_Joy he ignored me today but thats fine ig :'D

@SAZIKINS 
            awww :]

@SAZIKINS 
            awww bby dw everything will turn out fine~

@The_Child_Of_Joy tysmmm mama T^T I was sulking after getting a literal 0 in math TToTT

@SAZIKINS 
            I AM HERE!
            (づ￣ ³￣)づ

@SAZIKINS It sucks so much. 
            Part of the feeling better part- you have to understand what's going wrong with yourself. Life will keep on going wrong but if you don't know how to make it go right, life's going to be a living hell. Try to find out what you don't understand. Try to find out methods that can help you remember. Use two highlighters, use sticky notes, pin point things you don't understand and bring them to miss. Listen Sazi, it won't help to be afraid. Shajeda miss might explain a few things better...You do it and see if anything helps. At this point, it's desperate. I know something will happen! Something will make things better! And if you don't understand something, I'm here. I'll try my best. You tell me what you don't understand in class and I'll try to do something for you, I'll try to make you understand. I promise.

@a_friendforever teachers never really understand us at all. I got a 6 in maths 1, and it is all I can get for the time being. I got 9.75 in ICT, and I lost the last few marks just because of a silly mistake. I couldn't eat much of my tiffin because Bio/Chem miss held me back and tried to explain to me that she's there for me if I'm having any problem understand anything. Can't she see? I'm a 'create you facts' person not a 'work with created facts' person. Science is all based on facts and the truth, what can she expect from a retired author? I'm already failing grade 6, I'm just imagining how bad grade 7 will be. And, I can't confront Shajeda miss. I know she won't understand my thoughts. At this point, the only teachers who give a fuck about kids who don't understand is Nidhi Miss, Nigar Miss, Ilmi Miss and Nawreen Miss, Farhana Miss and Math Miss (forgot her name). They actually made an attempt to make us feel included, no matter what. The day I came back home from the panic attack, my mom told me everything will be fine and that I could move my pace. And, just last night she blamed me for not being able to hold right and constantly compare me to my classmates. And, praying won't work, will it? I prayed before EVERY exam. Nothing happened. I still failed. 
            The world won't function properly. Adults don't understand kids and kids don't understand adults. We can never put ourselves in each other's shoes because we're so adjusted to being different. 
            The government is threatening institutions that if 80% of the students don't pass, they won't provide funds to that school. This will pressurize the teachers and their pressure will fall onto us. 
            This world sucks, really.

@SAZIKINS I got low grades in Maths 1 and ICT...I can't seem to get a 10...it's just a stupid 10!!!! 
            I cried in class...Armina and Raha tried to calm me but I couldn't find the sympathy I needed...it's so hard. Everything just fell on us. All of these subjects just sky rocketed. Mum keeps telling me I have time, I have time. But I don't! O-levels are just a few years away. I'm tired of being a leader. I want to be a team member for once for God's sake!

@SAZIKINS No way! 
            I'm hella excited.

@a_friendforever you sure? I dont want my writing to make your uncomfy...

@SAZIKINS Heh, I don't really mind.
            It's you who's writing and in always super excited to read your work...