I FEEL SO STUPID. 
I CANT BELIEVE I TRUSTED ALL OF THEM.
I WISH I NEVER MET ANY OF THEM.
I WISH I COULD JUST DIE ALREADY.
I WISH I COULD DISAPPEAR.
HOW DID I FALL FOR IT AGAIN?
DO I GET TOO ATTACHED...?
Did we grow apart..?
Why did you leave me..
Why did you hurt me..
Why did you love me..
Why.
Why.
Why.
WHY.
WHY!
WHY!
WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY WHYWHY 
WHY DID YOU DO THAT TO ME!? YOU BROKE MY HEART AND TORE IT APART.