Yooo!!! It's been a long time, how's your boards going? As fast as I remember they were starting from the 28th so there's probably still a few subjects left... Anyways, take care and byeeeeeeeeeeeee <3 study hard
@SERENA_GLITCHIE_ whoever that person might be, will get bored of me because I'll be crying too much since I never actually got to cry......... What if they leave me? Break my trust and heart, I just don't believe in the word trust and love anymore, it all just exists in stories, novels or movies..... I've never been heartbroken by a boy but my trust has been broken a bit too many times
@_love_wins_for_all_ if you will be the one to lend shoulders for someone to cry then sure you will have it too..maybe it's not your time yet but that doesn't mean that will never happen...
Maybe I was made to hear other's problems and give them advice while keeping everything bottles up inside me, to hear them, lend them my shoulder while I cry alone in the dark night without letting anyone know
@SERENA_GLITCHIE_ I hope that too but I still doubt that I'll have to hide my habits from him in order to make him love me..... Maybe he they did, who knows? Maybe my purpose was not to have a family but something else
@SERENA_GLITCHIE_ I actually can't figure out myself, I need someone to cherish me but then I think that why would anyone want me? Why would anyone love me? Why would someone cherish me?....... I really don't know what's going on in my life, it's just messed up
@_love_wins_for_all_ yea I understand but one day will come where you will be happy. Happy without any worries. You will feel proud of yourself that you have went through all of this. You'll not be disappointed at yourself. Believe in yourself. You are worth and you are the only person who knows yourself better than anyone. Don't loose hope in your life
@SERENA_GLITCHIE_ hehehe, depression is a disease which is rarely cured, even if people think it's cured already, deep down there's still a spot left which soon covers your heart and mind again even at the slightest thing which can trigger you