I am so genuinely sorry but I need to get this off my chest:
I have been in a delusion over the past month that me and markiplier are actual real friends and I sometimes miss him.
I’ve had a full on other life I’ve been living mostly inside my head.
I’m perfect there. I’m everything I’ve ever wanted to be there.
A pilot, A really fast runner, a man, a strong built man, a very in touch with his culture native, a confident, charming guy.
I wish I was all that. But I’m not.
I have a partial lazy eye that I can control but it’s still not a quality I want, and having a lazy eye means I probably won’t qualify to be an actual naval aviator.
I’m trying to get more into running. But my legs are shiit.
I am not a biological man. Although I can convince myself that I am an actual man.. I’m not very strong built either. I haven’t been taught anything traditional, because I have “grandparents that pass for white”, quoted by my mom.
And I think you’d guess, I’m not confident ORA charming.
Life is unfair, but we just got to play with the cards we’re dealt with.
