Ori

Uuuhhhh hi guys lol it’s definitely been a while idk if anyone who still follows me on here is active anymore but HERE I AM haha :) I’m back in the skz fandom WOO HOO and idk I’m thinking about redoing all the old fics that I have and finishing them. Maybe just editing the chapters that are published and letting it just be never finished. Idk if anyone is interested in that lmk
          
          Also to note: I go by Ori and my pronouns are he/him :) 

My boyfriend is kinky asf, and any of yall who know me well know im into that bsdm shit. Well anyways, last night we were talking and he made a joke "cheesy jokes are so bad but so good, like me" then i asked what he meant and he said it wasnt PG, so i had to figure out what he meant and eventually i did. He likes rope. He knows knots and shit and this weekend hes gonna show me them. Hes honestly fucking daddy material. He sent me a few pictures of him without his shirt and holy fuck is he hot he has abs and muscle and hes buff as fuck. He made me pick a safe word and he said he'd be gentle... i dont know what to do... i dont want him to be gentle lmao i want it and like it rough... anyways thanks for reading my TED talk i really enjoyed writing this and now i need to write smut

Me and my boyfriend decided I would have the last and final message of the decade and he would have the first of the decade. This is my message to him:
          
          I just wanted to let you know how much I love you. You are an amazing person and it took so much for me to believe that you actually liked me. Even though you came at the end of the year, you made it all the better. This year was shit until I started talking to you in the summer. You were the first person to ever care about my self harming and that made me get attached. You made an effort to talk to me and from what I know you never got bored of me. Throughout our few months talking since summer, my feelings for you were on and off because I thought you would never like me. You were one of the best people I had ever met so I thought I would never be worthy of your affection. When I would cut myself I would tell you and you would tell me it was ok and how to get through it and eventually you got me to stop. You got me to love myself slightly more to the point where I didn't have to hurt myself. Im is so grateful that I met you, if I hadn't I would most likely be dead. I dated a few people while I talked to you but none of them could ever compare to you. You made me realise things. 1, I didn't truly love gabby it was just a childish little crush and 2, you are my first and probably only true love. Thank you so much for making this year amazing for me. Thank you for making me realise these things. Thank you for being you. I love you so so so much. Never change yourself you're perfect the way you are.

Lately I've been listening to alot of old timey songs like Elvis and some other artists. Some songs that i really recommend are "end of the world" "its a mans mans mans world" "sh boom sh boom" "cant help falling in love" "lollipop" "stand by me" and many more

@yourlocalkebab merry fucking Christmas to you too 

Sorry to ruin your (NCT) 127 followers lmao, I don't know why but you act like one of my friends so..you can ignore lmao I don't care :>

Turns out the dildo was my mom's...

Just found a dildo called King Cock... dont know how to feek about it...

Im currently talking to my friend Maddie and she said "I was on the phone with Jakob (her boyfriend) and i fell asleep, apparently i said 'I will find you Anne Frank', i am Hitler."
          
          
          
          I AM: scared

So I'm planning on putting alot of my stories on hold. Alot of them i dont have any inspiration for anymore. I'm writing chapters for all of them but i need to write at least 5 pre written chapters before i publish any more. So itll be a few months (maybe one or two) before I update a story again.