Oh, you got lost I see... I can't help you find your way...but if you're here, maybe you want to stay for few seconds?I want to say you something important. Take a deep breathe first. Alright?You don't need to be afraid of me, I know that I did horrible things, and that I can't control myself - but can you think about it? About yourself.Who are u?What's your way?What they want?I know that you lost someone...And now you're like broken tree after thunderstorm. Scared of the lightnings, of this all mess and screams inside your head. That's almost like you're dying over and over again, getting hurt with each step.I want to let you know something.If you're not There.If you still See.There is time. You still can get it.You suffered more than everybody in your life. Smiling when you're sad, and laughing when you're mad. Torturing yourself because you are you.But nobody cares..Nobody want to help you.They said "It will be okay"I will protect you to the end of my life"And then...just broke that promiseBut in their eyes it's still your fault. Is that true? No. You know that.But you want to believe them.You should care.You did care.And you still care.You tried so hard, but in the end it doesn't even matter. You're you. Remember that. You're lost but somewhere there, in the world without any barrier - there is a part of your soul, watching you and want you to just be. Remember that. Look behind.Now you can go.
Goodbye.