ForlornLeia
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If you still read anything from this account I know that you know that He and I were affected the most by what you did. I don't care who says they were sooo very hurt by your actions. I was always a very selfish person, so I'll be honest.. I hate you to my very core. I think about it every day... I can't not think about it. And even though I know it was you all along, pulling the strings and manipulating weaker-minded people like me and hio.... I still feel like it's my fault. I'm not the only one either. Even people who don't know me think it's my fault. Even though it was still too late, At least he knew before me that you were a snake. I was the last person. We trusted you. I fucking trusted you the most. You were my idol..and that person I was is still a part of me. I see people live their lives all the time and it's as if they've all forgotten you But I can't. I can't even pretend. If only they knew just how many times you had come back to manipulate me and treat me like some fucking toy.. And the only reason they don't know is because I'm so fucking embarrassed that it was that simple to manipulate me..But I was young. No amount of apologies you give can fix anything. Especially with me. I waited every day for you two to come back..I'd even starve myself looking at the phone. I remember feeling my stomach drop every time I got a message.. You're nothing but evil. Possessed by satan it seems. I hope I get to see you in hell. I promise to make your suffering so much worse.