SK_Nori

casually scrolling through youtube and found this...
          	
          	"I hope you fall in love with someone who never stops choosing you and you feel at home when you look at them."
          	
          	...my stupid heart is melting

SK_Nori

I've realized that deciding where to start your story so it isn't too early so the reader doesn't get bored and too far ahead so that they have some back story is the single most frustrating thing I've ever done.

SK_Nori

Why is being pretty such a big deal? Being and saying I'm beautiful doesn't act as a shield. It doesn't numb the pain and it doesn't heal wounds. It doesn't stop people from hurting me...it doesn't do anything. Matter of fact sometimes it's like an unwritten permission for people to treat you worse. So why does it matter to so many people? Why do so many seek that kind of validation. Everyone's suffering...being beautiful doesn't help. 
          
          The smile is still fake no matter how pretty it is.

SK_Nori

Silence in it's own right is a language that I've come to know. It's a complicated thing, no one's silence is the same. It speaks levels, it censors all that is within. Mine is complicated. Don't try to decipher it...that'll make me even more pissed.

SK_Nori

Well, I did it...I finally published something. It feels almost surreal. I never thought of myself as a writer. I guess I'm breaking my own expectations tonight.

SK_Nori

@SK_Nori
            
            I took you down
            Took away the spotlight
            Stuffed you in a corner
            Hide your mike
            Made you quiet
            Left you unseen
            Why?
            This is about me
            I've no good at writing
            No good at speaking out
            My words turn to mush
            Once they've left my mouth
            Up in my head
            Its a perfect picture
            A picture you can't see
            Cause I'm too scared
            Too plain
            Too cliche
            Writing is so hard
            Maybe one day
            When I'm feeling better
            Inside especially
            I'll let it out
            Hopefully 
            Defeat this creative drought
            That's not today 
            Not tomorrow
            But...someday
            When I'm not feeling hollow
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