2 day suspension :(

Hai wifeu! 
          Ik ur gone but SPAM 
          It’s, what, 8am for you rn 
          IZ*ONE for me (I’ve been waiting to do that for so long!)
          But anyway imma rant cuz I’m fvcked
          My dad got mad at me 
          same old fight blah blah
          But this time he thought it was important enough 
          So he grabbed my arm to get me to listen
          And now it’s sore
          And bruises are forming
           . . . . yayyy?
          The night before this I realized I had lost the will to SH
          I was so excited to tell you
          But then the shit with my dad happened
          And I relapsed
          Idk if u read my chan ff
          But I guess it inspired me in some sick twisted way
          Because next thing I knew I had a bleeding smiley face, “X”, and apple on my leg
          And a clean cut through my stomach
          So that was fun
          Oh and this was all at school
          And after my “friend” hame to check on me I cut both sides of my face
          (Big self-hate moment right here)
          I thought it was all my fault (mostly my fault)
          I used my hair to cover it up and no one asked about it
          I was fine
          Until forensics 
          I got too many panic attacks just from the practices
          So I ran
          And now the coaches write home about 
          “If forensics is really right for me”
          But I’m scared
          I’m scared to go home
          To my dad
          So I stay out as long as I can (literally 3:30pm)
          But I don’t wanna lose an extra curricular 
          I couldn’t tell anyone why I did that
          Cuz then they’d worry
          And I don’t want ppl to waste their time on me
          I should be helping them
          That’s how I grew up;
          Everything for everyone 
          Ok well thx for listening to my rant
          I love you so so much wifeu
          Stay safe❤️

ILYY

babyyyy ❤️❤️

Hi wifey <3
          I'm gonna spam you with my love while I await your return <3
          
          I may not know exactly what’s weighing on your heart right now, but I do know this, you are strong, you are loved, and you are never alone. Whatever storm you’re facing, I promise the sun will shine again, and I’ll be right here, believing in you every step of the way.
          
          Please, take care of yourself eat something nourishing --If you can-- , drink plenty of water, and let yourself rest. Your heart and mind deserve kindness, especially from yourself.
          
          No matter what, you are so incredibly important, and the world is brighter just because you’re in it. 
          
          
          And I love you so dearly, you are my Halo of Light and you mean so much to meeeee <33

*Bigggg Huggg*
          How was your day Hun?
          I hope it was good <3
          I love you so so so so sooooooooooooooo much *Mwah*

how did you get suspended ☹️

I love you so much Wifeyyy
          <333
          
          I made a new friend today during school!
          (the floor)
          ((I fell while walking with my crush, I landed on my knees))
          (((He tried his best to catch me)))
          ((((Failed, because I fell for him a long time ago))))
          (((((WHO SAID THAT?!?!)))))
          
          ME.
          I SAID IT
          
          ANYWAYS :)
          
          I love you soooooooo much wifey <3
          I absolutely adore you (:

Hey my little berry! Eomma loves you sooooo much! I'm giving and sending lots of Huggies!!!!

hey hey ml i hope your doing well ilysssm mwah mwah

My Halo of Light,
          I hope you know:
          
          I love you more than a painter loves their blank canvas.
          I love you more than the stars love to make wishes come true.
          I love you more than a song loves to be sung.
          I love you more than a poet loves metaphors.
          
          <33
          
          I love you <3