Quill

I know it's been a while. Life hasn't been all that kind to me, to be honest. Starting out this year, I was ill and missing a lot of school, and a few months ago, I had a breakup. Overall, my motivation and confidence to do things has been low.
          
          However, to anyone still willing to read my stories, thank you! And I will now be moving to a new account for a fresh start!
          
          Follow me @QU1LL__

The projects I have been working on for the past few months or so and from some point last year have decided to be an ass and delete themselves. All my work is gone. So, I'll be starting fresh at some point!

Thank you for the follow 

I really hate bringing this up as this has been bothering my daily life. A simple youtuber. Forever. Some of you may know, others may not. Some may know the situation whilst others don't. I hope to remind you that I am neutral. I do not wish to support a p!d0 but you got to understand that he means a lot to me and others BEFORE ANY OF THIS HAPPENED. I no longer have the joy for QSMP anymore. Anything I believed or loved is destroyed. I no longer have the joy or motivation to talk to people and I feel heavily depressed all the time; not forgetting how terrible my actual health has dropped to the point I'm ill and going to hospital. I want to go back to when it started. The old QSMP. Not what it has become. Why Forever? Why did you do it? And it upsets me more because Forever never seemed that way and it's all true. He admitted to it and officially has been removed from the QSMP. Maybe that's why he left. Maybe that's why he stopped being active. I'm honestly worried about his wife. Forever may have done these acts but it still upsets me and I want him to figure this all out. Though, he'll never be forgiven, I still enjoy his content. Am I a bad person? Am I disgusting? At this point, I don't even care about life anymore. Call me what you like. Go on and hate me. But remember there's a minor behind that screen and they are hurting and need comfort from online people.

Ok the speech was actually fine. I'm was fucking overreacting. I'm an idiot. 
          
          Also, great news! My two projects are coming along great! I can promise (hopefully) that they'll be done in 2024! Fingers crossed!

Oh my god, fricking help me! I got an English speech that I gotta do in front of my whole class tomorrow and my stage fright is freaking out. I can't do it, I can't!

A serious topic about the rumours around Dream. I'm not fully aware of the situation other than the fact he's been accused of grooming and saying "he likes minors". Now, I'm not saying I agree with this, but I don't have any solid proof myself to show he did do this. I find it hard to believe that one of my role models is doing this. It's so fucking messed up to think I grew up to wanting to be like Dream to now feeling scared to support him. I'm also upset to hear the fact that Badboyhalo is supporting him. I love Badboyhalo as well (and I'm not sure if he does actually support him or not.) as he too was a role model in my life growing up. I still find it hard to process this information and I'm struggling to accept. I miss 2021 man.

Apologies for my absence but this will become regular for a while as it is exam week for me. I will keep you all posted when I return to a normish routine of story writing. I will try to post and work on stuff for you lovely readers (Ty for 3.1K reads btw! :0) ALSO, a massive project I'm working on that will be done hopefully in... 2024? Hopefully not 2025. The first chapter is so long and I'm trying my best but you'll like it- I hope... It's Warrior cat based and I think it's pretty good for the first book of the series. Alright, enough talking; see you! <3333 /p

Reasons why I unpublished my Warrior Cats:
          
          I have a new idea and a whole series planned :>
          I want to keep the story to one pov throughout so it's more... Booky? Like the actual series.
          Three books planned and I'll post BOOK 1 when completed. The main charcter will be Quckity through his POV.
          
          I hope you understand and ty for reading! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Guapduo on the way! :D