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oh, fuck. where do i even begin?
          	
          	ok so! this is ellie, your favourite social casualty. lmfao. nearly three years ago, i created this account! so crazy. i was barely into my double digit years yet here i was, writing & reading stories about your favourite teen pop star, shawn mendes. i’m guessing that few of you will remember my original screen name, huh? (it was mendesingly, don’t sweat!)
          	
          	but anyways, fast forward three years into the near end of 2019, and i just ha e a cringe moment about this account.  i’m just like sh!t, oh god that’s so embarrassing! the stories. the comments. the obsession.
          	
          	as i’m writing right now i don’t stan ruel, shawn, 5SOS or the vamps. sorry. lmfao. i’d think i’ve outgrown them. i do stan new people now, like lizzo or prettymuch. (i know, i know! stream the prettymuch + cnco collab that’s coming out on the 23rd!)
          	
          	however, it’d still be great to reach out to the people on my dash. you can message me in my new account on here that i’ve created recently, @yslmara, or on twitter, @SAlNTMARA. 
          	
          	it was nice to know yall.
          	
          	love always, bee. (ellie)

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this message may be offensive 
oh, fuck. where do i even begin?
          
          ok so! this is ellie, your favourite social casualty. lmfao. nearly three years ago, i created this account! so crazy. i was barely into my double digit years yet here i was, writing & reading stories about your favourite teen pop star, shawn mendes. i’m guessing that few of you will remember my original screen name, huh? (it was mendesingly, don’t sweat!)
          
          but anyways, fast forward three years into the near end of 2019, and i just ha e a cringe moment about this account.  i’m just like sh!t, oh god that’s so embarrassing! the stories. the comments. the obsession.
          
          as i’m writing right now i don’t stan ruel, shawn, 5SOS or the vamps. sorry. lmfao. i’d think i’ve outgrown them. i do stan new people now, like lizzo or prettymuch. (i know, i know! stream the prettymuch + cnco collab that’s coming out on the 23rd!)
          
          however, it’d still be great to reach out to the people on my dash. you can message me in my new account on here that i’ve created recently, @yslmara, or on twitter, @SAlNTMARA. 
          
          it was nice to know yall.
          
          love always, bee. (ellie)

yslmara

this is me !!
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romanticqs

Hi Ellie, I miss you so much and I understand that you’ve moved on completely (I did for a while too but Wattpad pulled me back) but if you ever see this, know that I still wanna talk to you.
          
          Do you have Snapchat or anything?❤️

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Hey. I've missed every single one of you. It hurts a lot. I've moved on from this account. I grown up, lost and made new friends. I've realized who I am since the short yet long seven months. I miss certain people so much, I grew distant with them and I'd do anything to talk to them one more time. I miss those who've deleted their account, who I'll never talk to again or never make smile. But I finally understand who I am, and I don't stand out like a sore thumb. There are a few people I regret looking at, and if I knew. . . well, as blackbear says 'if I could go back to the day we met, I'd probably would have stayed in bed'. Please dm me if you want to still be friends and I haven't talked to you in a while or you just need friends. I love you and care about you.
          
          - Ellie xo

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On a harsher note, Camila Cabello has been outed as a racist on Instagram. To all who ever doubted me you can suck me off xx
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