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gingamingayo by billlie is the most relatable kpop song 

johaita4679

Hii! Do you lurk sometimes there? I do but really rarely xD how are you?

johaita4679

No worries, i really like reading messages from you! I too am on instagram, i will dm you later with my nick when i wake up :) Have a great day!
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SORORNCIR-

@ johaita4679  oh goodness i missed your reply again !!! and to think I used to be on here all the time :') it's turning spring now and lately I've been missing my childhood in europe a lot for some reason, but I am just glad I live in the peaceful new zealand. of course I can't help having nostalgia sometime oh well. my father's grandmothers part of the family is eastern german, very close to the border but left in the 1800s. Some were more north near denmark and some were closer to poland, czechia etc according to some accounts, some of our family was also born in slovakia (but they were German not Slovakian) learning about my family also contributes to this nostalgia (of course also the fact I was born in germany) I'm learning ukrainian and in some way feel I have betrayed my younger self who was convinced that she must learn polish! as I had many polish friends on here. But I think cyrillic is much easier to read so maybe that makes me process ukrainian easier. Sorry for the long message if you see this, I wish you the same too, dziękuję  I very much hope you can have some rest and peace. I am instagram and other things if you would like to casually keep connected but otherwise no worries it's just nice to hear from you!!!
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johaita4679

Lately i'm not in the best state lol but hopefully it will be better. Ah when you wrote this technically there was still spring here but it was close to summer and now it is summer! xD You have winter if i'm not mistaken? Thank you, hope you are doing great ♡
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SORORNCIR-

just realised even though i say my religion is shinto, it's more like i want to believe than i do ? like i learn all the gods and stories and things but in the end it all feels like fairy tales to me as if i talk like they exist but think in my head they really don't. i mean, they could exist ? but there's no proof so i can't see myself truly believing. i still say i am shinto but i dont think i'm a religious person after all, i dont think i could be ? i was just trying to find somewhere to fit in ig cos religion can be a big part of ppls identities and i was trying to find who i was. but i dont think i will ever be devoted like other ppl.

Flusel

I‘d say you are an agnostic :) (or more specific shinto agnostic). Meaning that you think it possible that there are gods (or a god or any supernatural power), and maybe even believe it not to be super unlikely, but you are not fully convinced or a stern believer. 
            I‘m agnostic, too, btw. 
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SORORNCIR-

my favourite youtuber (worldofxtra) filmed an advertisement truck for nct dream while he was walking through tokyo in his latest vlog and he goes "i never know who's on these trucks though WAIT BUT IVE HEARD OF NCT DONT CANCEL ME" stan do be trying his hardest to protect himself from scary kpop fans sjsjsjsj