SOSUPERSILLY

It is absolutely insane how crazy it is that my mother cares about me having a future and living more than I do, I was talking to my mom about how much I wanna drop out, and because algebra/algebra2 sucks ASS. And she said she would help me with my work and I said I'd just fail until I was 18 and then be a drop out and my mom was like, "your in a house of geniuses, your not going to drop out" then she started to help me w the stuff she already did, and then I told her I was just going to k!/l myself when I get out of the house and I told her "alright bet" and then she was like "you'll probably find a good boyfriend by then" and I told her I'd do it immediately and she said she doesn't want me to do it and then we kept talking and I told her I was already falling terribly every grade and it wasn't gonna get better and she was like "like I said your surrounded by geniuses you won't fail, you have alot to do in life" and then i said "like what?" And she said "you're amazing at drawing and writing" and I showed her my hand writing and she couldn't read it. Then she was like "you'll learn, I was terrible at typing on computers and look at me now" (she's a computer technician and amazing at coding) and I was just dumbfounded by how much she Telling me I had a future, and I had to remind her that, her, food, and anime gambling games are the only reason I'm living and she was like, "so what, something about it keeping me alive or somethin" And it's just crazy tbh. 

HELP MY BF FOUND MY ACCOUNT-

I'm literally shitting myself I think he found my account 

It's been so long

          I feel dangerous when I'm not sober
          And she want me but she don't want closure
          She got lots to say, I'm stuck in my brain
          Tell me, when will all this shit be over?
          She got me fucked up in the club
          Don't know when it's enough
          They stay, passing me drugs
          I don't know where they from
          She feeling on my face and shit
          I can't even feel my face and shit
          I'm getting lost in the mosh pit
          It's rockin', I'm poppin', it's knockin'
          I'm running up a check, don't know what's next
          I expect them to aim for the head
          That's why I don't wear a vest
          I know they wish I was dead
          I-I-I'm running up a check, don't know what's next
          I expect them to aim for the head
          That's why I don't wear a vest
          I know they wish
          I-I-I'm with the lions, and tiger, and bears
          Basically means I run with the animals
          It's EGOISTA we do not care
          Everything you drop, that shit is minimal
          I-I-I'm with the lions, and tiger, and bears
          Basically means I run with the animals
          It's EGOISTA we do not care
          Everything you drop, that shit is minimal
          I feel dangerous when I'm not sober
          And she want me but she don't want closure
          She got lots to say, I'm stuck in my brain
          Tell me, when will all this shit be over?
          I got nine shots, I feel like Rondo
          Undercover, feel like John Doe
          I'm from the Wild, Wild, Wild West
          Shoot you like walker texas ranger
          You got a ho? You can't tame her
          She want me and I can't blame her
          Oh-oh-oh-oh, and she want me she don't want closure
          (I can't blame her)
          I'm running up a check, don't know what's next 
          

I expect them to aim for the head
          That's why I don't wear a vest
          I know they wish I was dead
          I-I-I'm running up a check, don't know what's next
          I expect them to aim for the head
          That's why I don't wear a vest
          I know they wish
          I-I-I'm with the lions, and tiger, and bears
          Basically means I run with the animals
          It's EGOISTA we do not care
          Everything you drop, that shit is minimal
          I-I-I'm with the lions, and tiger, and bears
          Basically means I run with the animals
          It's EGOISTA we do not care
          Everything you drop, that shit is minimal
          I feel dangerous when I'm not sober
          And she want me but she don't want closure
          She got lots to say, I'm stuck in my brain
          Tell me, when will all this shit be over

I never realized u were following me-

How do I see my following 

New accounts weeweefr just incase 

The sweetest person you'll ever meet