Nishishi~

bepis

(Not a light subject.)
          
          
          Went into inpatient care lads
          They might’ve literally given me ptsd…
          
          I came in as a voluntary patient, but they claimed I’d said I’d tried to kill myself recently, I HADN’T.. I told them about PREVIOUS SUICIDE ATTEMPTS SO I WAS FORCED TO STAY IN A HOSPITAL I DIDN’T WANT TO BE IN ANYMORE BECAUSE OF A DOCTORS MISTAKE OF WRITING IT AS “RECENT” FOR 24+ HOURS. I literally feel so violated, weak, and upset I wanna cry even thinking about it…
          
          They took my phone, took my clothes, took my jacket, took my SHOES, and most importantly they took my dignity…
          
          I feel so violated

Me want die

@pankocrumbs asshole burning sensations

I woke up and tried to move my arm cuz i couldn't feel it and it just flopped like a noodle and i screamed rip

accidentally ignored someone and they left and I feel hella guilty 
          oh gee

ew i smell so bad from sweat

im not gonn stop being  gay/bi 
          lmao a straight guy fears me because "im winning the war"

oh- 
          hi didn't see you there.
           I'm sad and need someone to tell me im ok but i can't cuz im nervous and sweaty kill me pls 
          ....
          lmao

the mosquitos are taking over my house. i have been wounded by them several times now.  i am hiding in my room. if i dont make it out alive tell my family and gf i love them