SPATTTuwu
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Maybe I shouldn't be in a relationship. I am constantly feeling like I'm not enough for him and that the current me isn't the best for him. I understand that he loves me wholeheartedly, but honestly I feel like I'm not reciprocating it now. I feel like right now I'm onkyk half asking it and it's making him be in pain. I'm his girlfriend, I should love him with all I have, but for some reason during my 2 week MIA act something changed in me and I can't feel the same now. I want to say something to spare him any more pain but it'd probably only be doubling it. He could find someone better then me, someone who actually goes out and has more then the 2 people he introduced to them, someone who is self centered, needy, greedy. I feel like the worst person in the world now due to this fact. Whay fucking happened in those 2 weeks?! I mean my grandpa did die but absolutely nothing else! I feel like they'd all be better off if I were dead, why do people care why why why why why whybwu why