SPIANAFORESTARMY

Not me opening my account after so long and seeing the New Member has achieved 5.1 K views :"))))...................thank you so much everyone for supporting such a novice author <33333333. I have finally got new-found inspiration to continue writing....although I cannot promise for frequent updates, I'll try to update whenever I can. Please bear with me and thank you once again for giving me so much love and support <333

Taelous_Jeon

Missing you so much T-T

Taelous_Jeon

@SPIANAFORESTARMY And heyy I just saw you added my book to your library and also the votes, thank youuu so much for supporting me girl <333 Means a freaking fudging lot!
Reply

Taelous_Jeon

@SPIANAFORESTARMY And don't be sorry, I'm just glad I'm still able to talk with you ^-^ Btw, are you on Instagram? If yes, would you like to connect there if you're more active there that is, since I'm probably more active there, though I'll be going inactive once my boards start?
Reply

Taelous_Jeon

@SPIANAFORESTARMY ALL THE BERRY BEST FOR YOUR PRACTICALS!! And thankss for your best wishes. I'm actually pretty tensed for the boards. I haven't been able to sit down and make myself study and I believe I haven't prepared well for it this time with almost no study or revisions of previous stuff since 1 month of so...
Reply

SPIANAFORESTARMY

Not me opening my account after so long and seeing the New Member has achieved 5.1 K views :"))))...................thank you so much everyone for supporting such a novice author <33333333. I have finally got new-found inspiration to continue writing....although I cannot promise for frequent updates, I'll try to update whenever I can. Please bear with me and thank you once again for giving me so much love and support <333

SPIANAFORESTARMY

Hello, I would be leaving Wattpad today . I really loved this app and all the people whom I met here but I am a very dumb person and Wattpad would be a distraction to me in these two years, therefore I have decided to leave this app. If I get my goal at the end of two years then I'll definitely return or else it would be a permanent goodbye. I am not deleting this account because it is really close to my heart. I am so sorry for making you guys wait, you can all unfollow me. Thank you so much for giving me a good time in here. I love all of you especially some are extremely close to my heart. I would also be leaving BTS because I cannot live upto their expectations. BTS and Army will always be close to my heart and I really hope that one day I can return back to this beautiful fandom. Bye everyone, hopefully this account will again post stories after two years. I love you and I am sorry. Also, a big Happy Army Day

Taelous_Jeon

@SPIANAFORESTARMY So yeah, that's pretty much all I had to say. Hope it helps you in the future, not just makes you feel temporarily good, because trust me, it's all about how you see the problem. Even the fact that it is a problem and not a challenge depends on how you see it. And acknowledge it, you might feel you wasted your time, or only studied the last minute, but that's not it. 11th is the last year you get to live your school life. 12th is a bit more constricted and pressurizing year, so trying to steal some time for your memories' sake is not at all a bad thing. And no, 11th-standard marks really don't matter that much. They might feel like a big thing rn, cause you're giving them at present, but it won't matter for long.
Reply

Taelous_Jeon

@SPIANAFORESTARMY They're doing their best, you might not know because you're measuring it from a standard which is nowhere close to being a fair comparison. (had to continue in a new msg, apparently I crossed the word limit)
Reply

Taelous_Jeon

@SPIANAFORESTARMY My exams also finished recently, and I'm praying for the same in physics. It went terribly, and somehow our school decided that OMR and Competition Standard Questions were a better fit for us to prepare us for the future and the boards together, not considering that not all science students take up science to give NEET and JEE. Except for my sciences, others went fairly well, especially language and literature. And I wanna tell you, even though I got 96.8% in 10th ICSE, in 11th I barely maintained a 79.5% in both semesters. 11th is a change phase just like 9th was, and it's gonna be relatively harder to imbibe the new experiences and difficulties thrown at you, cause it's new yk, you're not used to covering that much syllabus in a year, and it's genuinely too much. Don't beat yourself for it. 12th is lengthier, but you get a grip by that time on how to manage that much syllabus, and also, you get a clearer picture of what to prioritize while preparing for each internal exam you give before boards, in 11th there isn't any preparatory exam so yeah, accommodating gets tougher. but trust me, you're not the only one going down. Many toppers are gonna be like you, and it's only a very very minute number that gets to still maintain their performance because they've been taking real hard courses outside school, and plus there's something called genes. So don't let it get to you too bad. It happens with almost everyone, and it's a learning phase, and the ones who learn to grow out of it while also improvising on what they lack by analyzing instead of wasting their time in self-criticism, get it easier later in life. So don't be harsh. You did well. You'll do better in the future. Even if the next semester isn't much better. Trust me, 12th will be full of learning from your mistakes and as long as you handle that with a thought of self-improvising instead of self-criticism, you'll have it all easier and learn to appreciate how much your brain and body do.
Reply

SPIANAFORESTARMY

Finally our Jinnie is back!!! I am literally spamming my WhatsApp status since yesterday for his discharge and I also created a video for it. I'll try to share that video here sometime. Btw, I am just so happy, there's no expression to showcase my happiness in words. We got so many Jin×member moments, also let's not forget the tender Vmin soulmate moment where they shared that deep hug and all those Taekook moments, oof Dispatch as usual proved to be a true Taekooker!
          Now, we can't wait for Hobi and for the rest of the seven to return back! Till then let's wait for Jin's schedule and BTS FESTA!!
          I will miss his free hugs :"))
          Love you ❤️❤️
          -Spiana ❤️❤️
          
          P.s: Me in 2022 -  Can we make it?
                   Me in 2024 - Yes we made it! ❤️❤️

jungtae204

Hey laddooo how are you??? Missing me???? How was your exams??

SPIANAFORESTARMY

@jungtae204 Thank you Sissy ❤️
Reply

jungtae204

@jungtae204 wow congratulations ❤️❤️✨✨ soo proud of you. 
Reply

SPIANAFORESTARMY

@jungtae204 Hey Sissy, I am alright and yeah I missed you so much. My exams were alright, I managed to get a 96% in boards and pursue science.
Reply

Taelous_Jeon

Hiiiii! I can't tell you how relieved I felt after seeing your username still there. Almost everyone I knew has left and it made me feel so terrible.

SPIANAFORESTARMY

@Taelous_Jeon I know right, most of the old authors have left the platform including so many of my good friends. I miss them so much. I did not even understand how in one year everything changed so much, even the dms feature is gone in here so it's hardly possible for us to talk anymore with any privacy :(
Reply