Rudyyuhh
Oil up im coming over there
SSLPlover
SSLPlover
"sorry couldn't resote" WHAT ITS BEEN SEVEN TRYS IM TRYING TO PUBLISH
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WAIT HELP MY PHONE KEEOS GLITCHJNG AND I HAD TJ HELP CLEAN WITH MY MUM. ILL DO IT TOMMROW
SSLPlover
Ive been waiting for this day to write the most jaw dropping smut ever on revenge (not gonna be jaw dropping though probably) when I go after school I will hit the publish button
SSLPlover
Idk if this is a vent and it it is im sorry. I don't know I feel like I'm in a endless cycle. My stepdad getting drunk then blackmailing me to cuddle him because I'm to of a pussy to fight back. I feel like it's every other week and I fall into the same cycle. So which leaves me depressed but I don't wanna be a burden because my mom can't work as much. Then which it leads me to take drugs I know that's not an excuse but idk. I broke two weeks sober with an edbiles and I'm feeling suicidal. I put all my friends names in stuff I wanna give them and I have a suicide note. I actually hate myself because I look like a freak. I broke three years which thumbtacking myself in the leg. Little dots so my mom won't think of nothing. I have two more stuff I'm thinking about giving some people.
Luna20839
I know it’s not my place to reply as I don’t know you as well as most other people on here, but seriously, this needs to be replied to. If you feel like you’re in danger, you need to call or text someone, and I know that’s hard but please. If you’re actively thinking of harming yourself, you should tell someone. 988, the police, anyone. It seems like you’re in a bad place, and I know telling the authorities sounds scary because you could get in trouble, but I’m begging you to. I don’t want this to get out of hand to you, you’re a great author, a great friend, and you’ve got a great life ahead of you, but if you don’t do anything about this, it might not end well for you.
I’m sorry if you didn’t want anyone to reply, but I felt like I had to say something, because I’m concerned. If you need me to delete this reply, I can. I hope you feel better soon. o7
SSLPlover
I'ma need space cause my mind is confused idk something happened and I don't want to talk to anyone for the next week.
SSLPlover
The way I wanna go no contact with everyone and be lost forever is CRAZY
SSLPlover
If I do ever get tired of him (not happen most likely but could be possible) I'll give my em stuff if anyone wants it. Tbh
SSLPlover
I'm kinda losing interest in Eminem I don't know I listen to em a lot. I have 8 playlists full of him and tbh I think I'm just getting annoyed. I don't know if I just need to listen to more people idk.
Anyway got any other artist to listen to
SSLPlover
@claudellenight YESSS! I use to get his music when I was 13 and 14 Im slowly falling away from him. I do listen to him still but sometimes im slowly drifting away at this point I might give my em stuff to my friend's
SSLPlover
Mom:"why don't you talk to me"
When I told her that I was self harming at 11 she told since I wanted to kill myself she can drive us off s bridge when she was drunk when we were getting Wendy's. Then told my grampa I was being a brat and made him hate me. Jeez mom