I hate not being able to show affection properly I used to Pat/grab people's heads until my parents said if we go to foren countries they say the head is special because it's the highest to God and that it's disrespectful and my dad hates it so now I had to find smthn else so now I gently swipe the under of someone's nose and they think that's weird too but I do it to show I care for them even if they don't know that. Also I get looks from people sometimes because I'm just weird and don't cope in social places, and before moving my grandma tried to get me diagnosed for autism so yeah now I'm doing research on autism to make a character that you wouldn't think is autistic but is, and found that I have major signs for autism. So new thing I didn't think I had but I might.