STOB___IT

Can someone please talk to me?..... I'm in depression...not the whatsapp status kind....the real kind....and I've been getting suicidal thoughts lately and my mom is a trigger to it.... We've been fighting a lot and yesterday it escalated and i almost drank the floor cleaner(she slapped it out of my hand).....I tried to talk with her about my depression (since we both share a traumatic past)....but what she said broke me even more....She said that I'm crazy and depression isn't for "normal people" like us....and mental health is just a illusion....she even said just because u have psychology as your subject does not mean u apply it on yourself....i dont know what to do....i just feel empty now....i know I haven't been active lately....but I'm on the verge of dying.....

STOB___IT

@Sp00ky101 Legit cried when i read your reply....I think you are right.... I'll try my best....and i purple yoy too 个_个
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Sp00ky101

@STOB___IT hey I know we don’t know each other and I’m sorry you’re not getting the love and attention you really are in need of right now. Things may get worse from here and you might feel more depressed and suicidal but I want you to promise yourself you’ll never do it cause if you do then you’ll let yourself down. I take that you’re an army from your username and profile pic so imagine what bts would say to you right now. They wouldn’t want you to do this they make these songs to make us feel happy and to remind us how special we are, they aren’t doing it for fame they done it to let those who feel like no ones listening that people are listening. Your family may be dysfunctional at the moment and I’m not saying you should ignore them but you have many army’s and I’m sure you have friends near you to support you. I hope you feel better and feel more motivation to move on and continue being strong cause you’ll not only make bts proud even if they don’t know it they’ll still be proud but you’ll be able to look back in the future and feel great pride to see that you overcome this. So keep going and stay strong we purple you 
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badayadayadayada

thanks for the follow. pls check out my short story it's my first wattpad post.❤

STOB___IT

@Sehajk11 Anytime❤️❤️
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STOB___IT

@Sehajk11 I read it....it was amazing and cute❤️
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STOB___IT

Can someone please talk to me?..... I'm in depression...not the whatsapp status kind....the real kind....and I've been getting suicidal thoughts lately and my mom is a trigger to it.... We've been fighting a lot and yesterday it escalated and i almost drank the floor cleaner(she slapped it out of my hand).....I tried to talk with her about my depression (since we both share a traumatic past)....but what she said broke me even more....She said that I'm crazy and depression isn't for "normal people" like us....and mental health is just a illusion....she even said just because u have psychology as your subject does not mean u apply it on yourself....i dont know what to do....i just feel empty now....i know I haven't been active lately....but I'm on the verge of dying.....

STOB___IT

@Sp00ky101 Legit cried when i read your reply....I think you are right.... I'll try my best....and i purple yoy too 个_个
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Sp00ky101

@STOB___IT hey I know we don’t know each other and I’m sorry you’re not getting the love and attention you really are in need of right now. Things may get worse from here and you might feel more depressed and suicidal but I want you to promise yourself you’ll never do it cause if you do then you’ll let yourself down. I take that you’re an army from your username and profile pic so imagine what bts would say to you right now. They wouldn’t want you to do this they make these songs to make us feel happy and to remind us how special we are, they aren’t doing it for fame they done it to let those who feel like no ones listening that people are listening. Your family may be dysfunctional at the moment and I’m not saying you should ignore them but you have many army’s and I’m sure you have friends near you to support you. I hope you feel better and feel more motivation to move on and continue being strong cause you’ll not only make bts proud even if they don’t know it they’ll still be proud but you’ll be able to look back in the future and feel great pride to see that you overcome this. So keep going and stay strong we purple you 
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STOB___IT

Hey guys......I organised a beach clean up drive yesterday......for namjoon's birthday!.....I was so dead tired man..... but I'm glad we did it.....if u wanna see the change 82 people did by coming together.....then just search the hashtag rcruia on weverse XD

STOB___IT

@STOB___IT Omg thank you so much.....And also....YAY...a new army friend!!❤️♥️
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IsDarling

@STOB___IT I know this was a last year comment but I'm looking at your profile, I'm an army too and I love that u did that for namjoons birthday that's so sweet!
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_potaetoe_person_

hiii~
          and thanks for the follow back. I really appreciate it!

STOB___IT

@HlaRamyNumair Dont mention it!....I love making new friends XD
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STOB___IT

Hey guys.....Just curious.....have y'all started playing bts world?

STOB___IT

@aroharmysal Ooooooo...... I'm going crazy....... trying to pass levels and keep up with all the elements of the games XD
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aroharmysal

@STOB___IT nahhh I haven't got the time to download it only toh‍♀️
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STOB___IT

Okay so the life changing results r out......I got 81%..... Everyone is happy but i dont think thats enough marks..... I'm disappointed :(

xX_Blue_eyes_22_Xx

@STOB___IT yes go get some pizza!!  U deserve it....❤❤❤❤❤
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STOB___IT

@xX_Blue_eyes_22_Xx That made me feel so much better ya......To be honest I'm disappointed coz i got good marks in every subject except marathi and hindi..... I'm poor in both of them..... This is embarrassing but u see i got 81 in English and 69 in hindi.....well atleast thats an interesting number......and marathi is even worse i got 55 in marathi......thats y I was disappointed.....i worked so hard then also this is the result.......but anyways nothing can be changed so as u say..... I'm gonna get myself some pizza and chill.....thanks love!❤️
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xX_Blue_eyes_22_Xx

@STOB___IT  Also ik u feel disappointed with yourself but don't beat yourself up about it, trust me it's not worth it..... After a few days these grades won't even matter,  they will be reduced to sheer numbers, so instead take a deep breath, relax and eat some pizza, coz y not
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STOB___IT

One for sorrow, two for joy,
          three for a girl, four for a boy,
          five for silver, six for gold,
          seven for a secret never to be told.
          Have y'all read "The Girl on the Train" by Paula Hawkins......?
          I was just re-reading it for the 3rd time and was curious......I really love that book......
            

STOB___IT

this message may be offensive
This totally totally random but did y'all see yoongi throwing it back at the concert????....... I'm sooooooo in love with the crackheadness of bts......fuck being their girlfriends......i just wanna be their bestie and twerk with yoongi,drink with jimin,break almost everything with joon, workout with jungkook,annoy jin when he cooks,sketch with tae and dance with hobi......❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Book_loving_worm_

This is such a mood omg 
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STOB___IT

@justbenicetopeople They make us sooooo happy......even in our toughest times :) 
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STOB___IT

Okieeeee......All my army friends.....
          How did y'all get into bts....?
          I'm very very curious and very very bored....

STOB___IT

@justbenicetopeople Hahahaha...... Seriously the most fun part was getting to know them uk......it took me 2 weeks to even get their names correct......there were so many!...... stage names, original names, original name's multiple nicknames......man i was so dumb..... 
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STOB___IT

@selini0000000 Wow......I still cant try and stan other groups...... there's soooo much about bts only......i keep on discovering new things about them everyday....even though I've been an army since 11 months......phewwwww
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