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this is a long one, but i suppose i'll be gone for a bit. first thing in my life that really mattered and i managed to fuck it up. not surprised. don't pity me, if you actually would, i don't deserve it. don't really deserve anything. she won't even see this, haha, but i'm sorry. fuck it i'm sorry. i'll change, if you ever come back for me, but for now, i'll just go back into the little hole.