Sorry if I'm intruding, but I just wanted to say that I think you're really brave. It takes a lot of courage to admit your faults, your inner thoughts, good and bad alike, let alone publish them on a site in which anyone anywhere can read them. Something I could never do. And, here comes the cheesiest of the cheesy, I admire that courage. *Let's out relieved breath* Macrom, that was terribly cliché. Forgive my lack of originality.