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And my friends don't call anymore-
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It make sure I'm dreaming my
dream
I've been like this for a while and my friends don't call anymore
Out of head out of mine , more invisible than before
I'm feeling like a ghost
Like I'm out here on my own
I'm feeling like a ghost
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I need change you can see the empty look in my eyes when I look in my eyes
I'm feeling like a ghost
I'm feeling like a ghost I'm happy and free
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ghost2 - Two shell
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You're lonely in the night (Ooh yeah)
And the misery fills your mind (And the misery fills your mind)
And you know I ain't sleeping right (Ooh yeah)
But everything heals in time (Heals in time)
Yeah I swear, I did everything that I can, I swear (I swear)
That it was never in my hands, yeah yeah (Ooh yeah)
I told myself you're just scared
But I don't think that you care
No, I don't think that you care
And I get lost in it, and honestly I break my promises
But I don't want to wait until what we had is gone
If everything has changed, I know I did you wrong
How long can you wait for someone to bring it back, all that love
That you've been missing for so long
How long can you live with regret for taking someone for granted
Until they leave you with nothing
And I've been wanting you from the moment we met
And you left me with no other thing than regret
Now you're packing your bags and I know it's all my fault
But I think we could be all right if we tried to again
That's all I'm saying
And I get lost in it, and honestly I break my promises
But I don't want to wait until what we had is gone
If everything has changed, I know I did you wrong
I know I did you wrong, yeah oh
I know I did you wrong, yeah oh
I know I did you wrong (Know I did you wrong)
Oh, I know I did you wrong, oh oh
And I get lost in it, and honestly I break my promises
But I don't want to wait until what we had is gone
If everything has changed, I know I did you wrong
Promises - SWIM, 4ever Falling
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Tell me I'm alive or on the other side
Maybe it's all the same, done this shit a hundred times
Tell me how to feel, think I lost my mind
(Think I lost my mind)
Tell me I'm alive or on the other side
Maybe it's all the same, done this shit a hundred times
Tell me how to feel, think I lost my mind (My mind)
I just need a sign, know that I'm all right
Sometimes it starts to feel like I'm seeing the light
I just need a sign, know that I'm all right
Sometimes it starts to feel like I'm seeing the light
You can make me feel like this sometimes
You can make me feel like this sometimes
You can make me feel like this sometimes
You can make me feel like this sometimes
Tell me I'm alive or on the other side
Maybe it's all the same, done this shit a hundred times
Tell me how to feel, think I lost my mind
(Yeah, yeah, oh)
Maybe I'm thinking too much, yeah I need to let go
Am I saying too much? I ain't thinking this through
Going out of my mind, think I'm losing control (Oh)
I just need a sign, know that I'm all right
Sometimes it starts to feel like I'm seeing the light
I just need a sign, know that I'm all right
Sometimes it starts to feel like I'm seeing the light
You can make me feel like this sometimes
You can make me feel like this sometimes
You can make me feel like this sometimes
You can make me feel like this sometimes
Give me something I can feel that'll ease my mind
Something I can feel that'll ease my mind
Something I can feel that'll ease my mind
Something I can feel that'll ease my mind
Alive - SWIM
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You think you're crazy, you're not
You drove me crazy in love, but maybe the way that we just
Patiently waited for trust has got you persuaded by lust
Got you evading from us, I thought I gave you enough
I thought I gave you enough
Yeah, it's too late (It's too late)
I don't feel so alone and it heals me to know that (Yeah, baby)
Yeah, it's too late (Ooh)
Cut you loose from your throne that you used me to fall back (Back)
And you're running away from me like I needed space from you
Tired of chasing you to someone new (Someone new)
'Cause you wouldn't change for me when I put my faith in you
We couldn't solve this if we wanted to
We ain't even friends now for you to act like you know me
(You don't know, baby)
Reaching out to grab for my hand now, but we have boundaries
(Let go, babe)
We out in Vancouver, full house, royal flush
You're sloppy on the couches, wipe your nose, baby
S-W-I-M, in the city, I'm with them
And if I'm not, I'm moving coast to coast, baby
Chasing something new, baby, something new
Oh ah
Yeah, it's too late (It's too late)
I don't feel so alone and it heals me to know that (Me to know)
Yeah, it's too late (Ooh)
Cut you loose from your throne that you used me to fall back
(Used me to fall)
And you're running away from me like I needed space from you
Tired of chasing you to someone new (Someone new)
'Cause you wouldn't change for me when I put my faith in you
We couldn't solve this if we wanted to
If you'd just told me what you need (What you need)
Instead of pull away from me (Yeah)
Watch you stay, then leave, rather stay lonely
Had your way with me, don't you play with me (Woo)
Snow White - Sobhhï , SWIM
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Girl, put in work, work, work
For this love, love, love
I'm giving it all I got
Stop playing with my heart, heart, heart
I don't know what you want, want, want
Is it love or lust,
please stop with the- you're playing, don't play
Oh girl, don't play, don't play
I've been rollin' on my own, all night long, that's when I knew
I been wasting all this time to get to you, to get to you
I been blowing all up your phone, I just wanna talk to you
I been wasting all this time to get to you, to get to you
You and I know what you do when you try to cut through my scene
And I know that you said you'll make it up to m
e
I could stop doin' work if you don't want me babe
Only if you don't want me babe, and now I'm all alone
Don't Play - OZZIE
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Seems like my dove is drunk insane again
.
..
...
She don't know what she is thinking, saying and doing ...but to me it seem like she's floating and enjoying the breeze that makes her feel like she's high in the sky floating...flying
...tickles ...butterflies? Well a whole zoo in her tummy
Because she's at peace , she's peaceful...now I don't know if it's because she feels free or don't mind anything but I like when people are going through this experience while makes them free of every bond or anything without them having the feeling of being love derived
I hope this carelessness of her stay till she gets electricified with the roller coaster of emotions that life brings
But hey as they say the journey is what makes the destination more worthy
.
I believe I myself am drunk in Her / Him?
Ihdkw
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Another day I died
Another day I'm numb
.
Feel like m on a ride
With no stop and no bump
. .
My heart bare on my hand
My hand lay open cut
. . . .
With no weapon in sight
I gulp the pain and smile
. . . . . .
Just waiting for my life
To end now & for once
. . . . . . . . .
So tired of my cries
I'm not supposed to crumb
. . . . . . . . . . . .
I wake up and then dive
With fake hope, in fake love
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
This not what I desired
Nor I wish to be shunned
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
M not allowed to cry
with any tear in sight
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Cuz I'm made of stone
With no will to live and love
-S
FaalsGod
sis- just kill me I can’t do this exam week anymore T^T
FaalsGod
@S_24113 wow- is it good to say I am speechless- and take care you too- periods are worst than dying so good luck
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@FaalsGod no bub , I'm sorry for making you feel like I'm using you but I'm on my periods and I'm not good that's why I'm not able to display my affection in words, I wouldn't love anything more than pampering you (uh pamperingkids I lovepamperingkids andmy patientsso yea that isn't a lie). You know the only thing that I can help you with is words and trust me I'm feeling more than disabled.... not being any help to you , I almost feel like this is an opportunity that I'm losing ...what opportunity idk . Tho I wouldn't lie ...I thought you have others and you will get better .....I didn't know you feel disurpt till now but hey you will only feel low until you let the negativity in . The only best advice I can give you is eat healthy, drink water , go around for a little walk at night with headphones plugged in and do whatever makes you feel a lil bit better, Don't try to drown yourself by your own hands...you have a long way to go and I think you know it or else whatever you are working hard for wouldn't have existed . I'm glad you have a purpose..everyone does even if they are going on without a goal . Take care and don't ever think of that the only thing I'm using you for is ...for meeting you mother (that too is a lie, I just want to spend a little more time with you until we part ways)
FaalsGod
DAMN DON’T JUST DELETE YOUR POST MESSAGE IN MY POST-