STORY TIME
Ok so my bsf has been drifting away from me and i hate it SOOO much, mainly bc I realized some of my old feelings are still there. Anyways the main reason is bc of his girlfriend, they are with each other every single second, barely talk to other people, I HATE third wheeling and they both know that but they dont care.
I knew I was just gonna get hurt more so i started to distance myself from him. But with him being to in love, he doesnt even notice that I barely talk to him anymore. He doesn't start conversations with me anymore i always have to talk or text him first.
His girlfriend actually noticed, she mentioned it to me:
Gf(HIS gf): are and him ok? Did you guys fight?
Me: No, we're fine why?
Gf: oh its just you dont hang out with us anymore
Me: well I mean there's really no point
She smiled and laughed
Gf: yeah cuz we're always kissing
I fake laughed. Well thats the reason, i didnt want to hang out with 'us' I wanted to hang out with him, but at the same time I knew i had to keep my distance and I wasn't gonna just stand there and just watch them hug and make out its just hurt to much.
Soon my feelings will dissapear and I'll be able to cut him off, not that he will notice. I'll have to do it fast though because if they ever break up I know for a fact that he will come right back to me. Its just like that, I'm there when he needs me but when i need him hes in the corner making out with his Gf.