Xxxlay👅💦

Im suprisingly happy with a boyfriend and friends. I ended up leaving my old school and im at a new school. I'm so used to people being ghetto and loud and now that i moved schools and houses I realized that the shit I was doing I shouldve never done it because now im stuck in this boring ass environment.

This friend of mine told me that he likes me and I didnt have feelings for him and he kikked himself the next day and he left me a note saying that hes sorry for not being enough and that I was his last hope. Now I wanna kms cause I made somebody kill themselves and I feel so fuckin terrible and I wanna fuckin die.

Damn you sad sad

My girlfriend is moving and my soul hurts she wants me to see the world but I see it everyday she is my . She was honestly the only thing keeping me sane. She was there for me and now she's leaving me. Everybody I know leaves or dies. I'm just bad luck and I don't want to be here right now.

You guys need to read why she stayed and why he left its an Xxxtentacion fan fix but its super good and it'll make you cry and relate to the characters in the book its an amazing book and I thank the author @fade_away21 for this book I really loved it and I couldn't stop crying for flor and jah they were so in love and the stuff that happened to them was so heartbreaking I just couldn't get enough of it it was truly an amazing book

All I wanna do rn is take a whole bottle of pills and kill myself cause I can't take this anymore I'm too week and depressed my anxiety is getting worse maybe it'll be raise to end the pain

Fairy tail and red? I see a bestie in you..

I hope you're doing ok! 

*sends a virtual hug* 

I'm super depressed and I don't eat any more my older brother caught me tryna take a whole bottle of pills the other day I need help but I can't get help if nobody gives a shit about me hate everything about my house and my parents its like tug of war or mind games I always feel like I'm in the middle