This will be the last time you all see me... in this message I will be explaining why... well first off my mom is setting up parental controls, and I’m not supposed to be on here... basically this whole time I’ve been here she hasn’t known, so when she does find out I’ll probably be grounded for life and she won’t ever talk to me again.... also, my grades are bad in school and all my friends are gone now so I’ve really been thinking about just putting a bullet in my head to end my depression. I don’t get to see my dad often which makes me really depressed too, and with my experience that I had 4 years ago, has really broke me down, therapy didn’t help me, I acted like it did, because it cost a lot for my mom and we are running low on money. So most likely if you don’t see me on here... it means that my mom probably found out and is really mad, madder than she has ever been.... and that will lead me to being dead due to suicide................... there is no one to talk to since my friends have been ripped from my life, so yeah. I’m pretty settled on killing myself. Anyways, I hope you all have any amazing life, and........ goodbye.