Sadiesia
Hey guys. I feel like I need to talk to you all. It's been a long while since I last updated any story. No I'm not quitting.
But I'm struggling.... mentally. I'm in... perhaps the worst time of my life.
Well first it was supposed to be a vacation to the family's cabin in Mazandran (a beautiful state in Iran known for its unique nature, mountains, jungles and beaches).
But then the 12 days war began. The internet was cut off for long 12 days. While the 12 days war between Iran and Israel left so much damage, many families lost their loved ones and homes....my family had a different kind of struggle. Even though I have to admit that my parents' marriage wasn't the finest...but the pressure from the war caused the final breakdown. And now they don't even acknowledge each other.
Anyways, my father would leave us in the cabin for days...for “work related travels” after the war ended. We assumed that Israel would attack again so we didn't dare to return to Tehran. But the cabin itself was in a village.... around perhaps 20 kilometers away from the first city.
We stayed in the family cabin for.... another month and half, dealing with more crisis... electricity shortage. But my mom had... episodes...panic related outbursts because the cabin was so isolated and she would get afraid at any loud noise. So we left the cabin as soon as we could and returned to Tehran.
Grayson_Karbie
@Sadiesia I think of the places I go over here and think about how they could be destroyed... I mean, Trump wants to drill all over the place. He's already gutted the National Park System. They want to tear apart Alaska. I would go crazy if they started destroying that beautiful landscape up there. I've been to 23 of the 50 states here and would be broken-hearted if any of its beauty was destroyed just so our President could be richer. I feel for you, I really do... we only have one planet and we are NOT taking care of it.
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Sadiesia
@Grayson_Karbie it's not just the jungles. The lakes and rivers...all those beautiful places are now ruined. Like.... how is it possible to not have rain in autumn? But thank you. I really wish I could....do something
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Grayson_Karbie
@Sadiesia Sarah I can't even imagine what you're thinking through... It's despicable and atrocious and horrifying... I'm so sorry. There's not much I can do other than say I'm sorry and thinking about you every day ❤️❤️ I wish I could do more. I pray you are someday free from all this inhumane suffering. You deserve so much more than what you've been thrown into. ❤️❤️
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