SD-Starlight
New year is in a few hours, So– what are you doing for new years? :]
SadlyImAlive1
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Best book eva??? Like actually???
https://www.wattpad.com/story/251573776
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I thought this shit was completed fucking hell now I have to waittttty
https://www.wattpad.com/story/359635191
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I GOT A BF NOWWWWWWW
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@ SadlyImAlive1 Sometimes people fuck up, there is no such thing's as people confessing perfectly like K-Drama. They often fuck up, remember that... We fuck up means it is relateable and result of reality and not fantacy shi-... :/
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@SD-Starlight Yeah uh I fucked up. And I feel so fucking bad I think I confessed in the spur of the moment without realising shit properly and I feel soooo bad :(
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Y'all I'm backkkkk
Update on my life I guess??
I'd like to think I have things under control now, over pretty much everything except my procrastination skils-
I got my phone back, so life is good :)
I have a new crush now (old one turned out to be a red flag used to indicate sharks) and he's a green FOREST!!!
Looking back at my old reads is making me cringe but eh, what can you do??
SD-Starlight
@ SadlyImAlive1 Bro– took you long enough to respond, i think our brains are slowly down on wattpad T–T
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I can’t make it in this household anymore, but I can’t leave. What do I do?
SD-Starlight
Hold up freakin 3 in the morning?!! Girl what's going on there? Boogie man or something? >:///
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@ SadlyImAlive1 Hehehe,, stay strong sis!! I feel you there,, so btw how's life going to you? ⊂((・▽・))⊃
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@SD-Starlight Real life, and dw I get confused by things very easily as well- And sorry about this post, it was like 3 am and I’m on my periods so I’m VERY melodramatic.
SD-Starlight
Just visiting,, so how have you been doing? :))
SadlyImAlive1
I LEFT FOR A FEW DAYS AND CAME BACK TO 35 NOTIFICATIONS
35
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WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ONNNNNNNNNN
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I NEED HELP
I LISTENED TO LITERALLY A SINGLE AUDIO WTF
TW:- Su8c8d3
“Today was a good day.” Those words made me still. Usually there would be long string of words after those 5 words, but today, ..nothing. I didn’t question it much. I wish I did. All I did was continue washing the dishes.
I walked into his room to wake him up the next day and those 5 words became hell. I hated those words. I hate the letters that made those words. I hate English. I hate speaking. I hate listening.
May 5th, 00:00. His birthday, and the day he killed himself.
‘Today’ was not a good day. Today isn’t either. Nor the next ‘Today’, nor the next few ‘Today’s, never.
‘Today.’
Such a cursed word. 5 letters, in a sentence of 5 words, on the 5th day of the 5th month.
It’s a good thing that Today is also the day it ends. The very same day, very same time, as when he died.
I hadn’t spoken since that day. Today I spoke for the last time as I fastened the rope along my neck.
“Today was a good day.”
Y’all tell me an audio or song and I’ll make a short story of it :D
Istg if this doesn’t post this time Wattpad I’m suing ya
SadlyImAlive1
@satansbloodiichains Pls I don’t get inspo even when I read the best short stories ;-;
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Also I have tip on calming kids with severe/medium Social Anxiety:
Tell them about the ‘Social Monster’.
The Social Monster is like a game of subway surfers. The lanes are the paths in life, and the obstacles have been placed by the ‘Social Monster’ to stop you from doing.. anything. And every single time you overcome that obstacle, it’s like a kick to the monster’s head or a punch to its gut. Make it a game so that their mission is to go say hi to the person they are hiding from, or perform on the stage infront of everyone.
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(Btw I need tips on controlling emotions while on periods)