Sae-royi
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Hi babies! I haven't been honest about what's been happening with me and you guys deserve an explanation. Forgive me. ಥ‿ಥ
Last year and last month, I ended up in the hospital. Dehydration, low fucking blood levels. But I'm stubborn asf so I ignored the doctor like the genius I am (Lo siento, papa). Then last week, my sexy body decided to betray me and gave me a mild stroke.
Traitor mf. (Booolagaaa) ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
I'm okay now though. I'm stable, being cared for, and working on getting back to my usual chaotic self. (Keyword: working.)
The weird thing? I don't really feel sick. Just little headaches and fevers that come and go, (like your love life hihi) and like uninvited guests (w/c also is your love life hihi). So part of me still doesn't believe this is real. I'm in my 30's (teens at heart. Ignore that). I'm supposed to be invincible and eat junk food at 3am (with the ghosts), not this. Ugh!
Some of you saw me posting on my socials like normal. I tried to seem okay because admitting I'm scared is hard. So I pretended instead.
To my friends who've been chatting with me like usual, thank you. You kept me company without even knowing I needed it. If I'm quieter, I'm just healing. Be patient with my slow brain, okay?
To my readers, writing is hard right now. My mind feels foggy and it sucks because writing is my whole heart. But I'm learning to rest without guilt. (Very slowly. I'm bad at it.)
So, I'll be on hiatus more, but don't worry, I will always be here. Just figuring out that real strength means letting people see when I'm not okay. Please don't be stubborn like me, take care of your health.
If you reached this, thank you for staying. I love y’all so fucking much! (ʃƪ^3^) ♥