M 🖤

Re-reading the scene where Juan sees Azul’s SH scars and telling him he’s enough just made me realize, why I’m writing their relationship so intense. 
          
          Azul sleeping in his parents bed, while being a grown man, both of them hugging Azul, calling him their little boy, telling him how much they love him, how proud they are, always staying by his side . . . wow we’re really writing things we crave, huh? 
          
          Why is it so rare nowadays to have a healthy relationship between parents and their children? 

Hitting the gym after MONTHS of not going is basically self destruction  Why is the first workout always the worst one??? 
          
          

Hi babes . . . it’s been a little while, hasn’t it?
          
          But TODAY’S chapter? Oh, I’m not ready.
          
          We’re stepping into the emotional deep end. Azul stripped bare, no walls, no masks. Aleksei remembering. Everything. The truth, the pain, all of it crashing back at once.
          
          And the real question is . . . when he looks at Azul after it all comes back, will he choose forgiveness?
          
          Or will he choose to forget him completely?
          
          I’m screaming. You should be too. 

Hey babes, 
          
          I’m outlining future chapters right now and this is your chance!! ❤️ 
          
          What are you DYING to see happen next?
          
          Drop your wishes, theories, or emotional damage requests below. I’m reading EVERYTHING ❤️❤️
          
          Ly
          
          M

New chapter coming today to hype myself up because the last days haven’t been the best ❤️

The next chapter is going to break you . . . just a warning for what’s coming tonight 

Currently studying and my brain is refusing to cooperate. How do you focus for hours without dissociating? 
          
          Asking as someone who clearly writes trauma for a reason . . . 
          
          Ly ❤️

Happy New Year, Babes ❤️

Hey Babes!
          
          My story has never been rushed and it won’t be. But I’ve noticed something unsettling: stories that take longer to update, that disappear and return, often seem to draw more attention than those that stay consistent.
          
          So I’m stepping away from a strict weekly schedule. Not because I care less but because I don’t want chapters to be routine. I want them to feel like something you’ve been waiting for without realizing it.
          
          To those of you who keep coming back, who read quietly or leave pieces of yourselves in the comments, you’re the reason this story still breathes. I see you. I feel you.
          
          If you’re still here, if this story still holds you . . . I’d like to know.
          
          
          
          Ly and stay safe! 
          
          M

NEW CHAPTER IN A FEW!!! so excited ❤️