SageMothyyy

Still concerned I have 55 follows ngl

Carryontheships

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Hi im Sage, yes the same person
          I have officially been totally locked out of this account
          While this does make me extremely sad as i never got to say thank you for 50 followers last week its more irritating that I've gained 5 followers in 2 days (to get to 50 its taken years) and now i cant access any of it
          
          i would like to say such a huge thank you to anyone of this website I've interacted with, Its been a nice way to pass time!!
          
          "guess my childhood is over
          now I'm taking down my posters
          and I'm putting my things inside a box
          next to a toaster 
          that's my closest thing to closure
          i cant stop this rollercoaster
          I'm not ready to get older 
          I'm not ready to get older"
          
          while being on this app i have put up glow in the dark stars on my ceiling, i have put up septiplier posts, I've had EVERY single type of social media under the name
          BabyPanda(253/YT((uber)) )
          I remember when i first got wattpad in the summer before starting secondary/middle school and how it comforted me after the death of a loved one
          
          and how it comforted me after every breakup 
          
          after every shit friend
          
          and it always put up with my bull honky :')
          
          
          THANK YOU,
          From the past for you to look back on, the present for me and the thing writing the future 
          
          -sage

SageMothyyy

(I was an alcoholic,  stopped in may, we got together in June, this phrasing sounds like he made me turn to drinking when in fact he gave me a strong foundation to pick myself up onto)
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SageMothyyy

@Carryontheships I did well at 16 years old at putting my life into a neat summary but
            Here's what 18 year old sage has to add
            (Sorry it does get a bit heavy but i like reading these back and if anyone cares this means they can see it as well)
            The month after this post was made I met my future boyfriend, who I love and adore dearly and have spent the best part of 6 months with, It's grown my confidence as a writer as well (even if I haven't been posting it; ) as he himself is a writer!
            During those months though I would also become an alcoholic, 
            Ive changed meds twice since then broke up with an ex and I'm doing alot lot better 
            But I did get alcohol poisoning(twice) which I will not lie, was not fun.
            
            I've also became a game development student and learnt that
            Just because you said you had a dream as a kid if you've given it a good go, you don't have to continue,
            Make changes now, do it now not later
            The future will thank you
            
            The current life advice I've been giving myself recently is to
            "Do things right now while you have the time, even if you're having a bad day, because when you come here next you might be having an even worse day and doing stuff now will make it that little bit more manageable in the future"
            
            So this is sage signing off for a second time
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SageMothyyy

*looks at wattpad*
          *Reads for way too long*
          *goes to profile*
          *spits diet coke out*
          
          H O W   T H E   A C T U A L   F U C K   DID    I   G E T   4 0    F O L L O W E R S ? ! ? ! ? !
          
          Ermmmm..... so that happened.
          Thanks tho  :D

SageMothyyy

1 FROM 50!!!
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SageMothyyy

It keeps growing ★彡  (´༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ`)
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ElliotTheSmolPotato

@babypanda253 
            You are very welcome!!! <3
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