i saw a TikTok saying "normalizing bad therapist" so story time! (tw//homophobic, sh,)
so last December my mom got a privet therapist that the pastor of my mom's church told her to hire for me. so, I started going because the pastor and my mom like that she worked with l+G+B+T+Q+ kid for years and that she is Christan. so about two sessions later she starts telling me my dad left me and he duos not care about me. (My parents are divorced but he pays for a lot of our stuff and visits us as much as he can) so i start getting a little uncovertebral and her saying this is making problems between me and my dad (more than there is) then proplyd early January, she sends me a video of someone that was gay but is now christen and she told me that i should watch his YouTube videos. but you know i ignored it and just left it be. next thing you know my sh is getting really bad more and that I'm doing it more than I was before therapy. so around a month ago me and my mom had a really bad fight and i was going to ...... you know......but i didn't. so, time passed and about 5 days later i had a therapy session and my therapist told me "You need to go to a mental hospital" "you should have gone to a hospital" I'm going to talk to your mom about sending you to a mental hospital" and the best thing "if you....you know..... i don't want to be liable for that you really need to go to a mental hospital" next thing you know i get so much anxiety and I'm already in a depressive episode so i end up going to a hospital and have to stay overnight for overnight watch to make sure i dont .... you know....