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(Day 5)
Ay! It's day 5!..
NO FUCK
(Ok..this one should be more serious )
Ian rocks back and fourth fiddling with his pecil. Yet another day of peer boringness..And just the same stuff..Nothing ever changes..Ian wanted to go back to the way things were..when he was happy- (lol chase) But Ian can't change the past xD
Ian was so, bored out of his mind...He can't stand the thought of his grades suffering with its..To the point he's not paying attention and it's boring- that causes him to fall behind and get bad grades..So it's too stressful for him..And unfortunately his autistm was striking and anxiety building up in him...His rocking even started to increase in speed often. Last year was so amazing..He did good on everything..And now he's the worst stuedent here- it's fucking terrible! Like hell- he can't do this...
"Uhhhh-" He groans pushing his hair back. He moves his whole body trying to calm down. "Mh-" Ian wines. He puts on his pity face. He rocks without stopping. Nicole looks over and sees him rocking. She looks worried. She sighs, kinda annoyed. Ian's eyes wonderd. He looks up out of no where, and just bites his finger nails anxiously. "Shit, shit, shit..." Ian wiggles his foot. "I gotta move..." Ian whispers to himself. Mrs.chen was talking on the phone, and the class was doing there on thing at the moment. Ian looks around at everyone. "Ian? What's wrong?" Kaysar looks beside him. Ian rocks faster and looks over at Kaysar. "Oh...Nothing- why?" He tilts his head. Kaysar shrugs. "You..look, really nervous about something..u..ok?" Kaysar asks. Ian shrugs..he didn't feel ok..He just had so much energy inside him that he needed to get out. Kaysar frowns. "Well..Do u need to go to the nurse..your face is red-" Kaysar urges..hoping Ian was ok. Ian smiles softly. "Thank you Kaysar...I'm fine.." Ian mumbles after rolling his pencil around willingly on his desk. Kaysar knows about these things..and he knows when someone fucks