Cw// vent u don't have to pay attention to it but I just felt like getting it out of my chest
I hate being Peruvian.
I am seen nowhere, nobody knows who or what I am, when it's not "what's that" it's "EW" or "THAT'S SO GROSS"
My parents hate me, I'm fully convinced of it.
My mommy hates me for being Mexican and my father hates me for being Peruvian, he thinks it's disgusting just like everyone else.
But I'm not seen, or heard no one is out there to relate.
I can and will never be able to embrace both of my cultures at once
I can never be a pretty Latina, I will never be "Peruvian enough" much less "Mexican enough" for either sides of my family. don't even get me started what people do once they find out I am born in Japan.
I hate my race
I hate how proud I used to be of it, telling everyone about being Peruvian feeling different in a nice way
But now I hate it, can I please try again?
I hated telling people about my culture just for them to scream and say how gross I am/was
Nobody will ever understand, I don't have any Peruvian friends and I KNOW it does t seem so serious but that just proves my point on how you can't/don't understand.
My mommy hates me, I can't believe my mommy hates me for what I can't control, I hate being Mexicsn, she didn't want me to be it I just want to be what she wanted but I can't because
My dad is disgusted with my other culture, I have to always shut up about it I can never freely talk about my cultures without getting lashed out on
I hate my race. I wish I can't be what my parents wanted or nothing at all.
